In but a short few hours i will be going for two of my retests yet instead of fear that fills my heart, it is this overwhelming sadness that wells up within me. the causes are there but i just can't seem to grasp them and it really sucks because it's like everything else in my life, they are all there but they are not for me to have.
i wish i didn't have to keep wallowing in all these misery.
if only i could help it.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
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