woots.. mondae rawked! lol, went out wif cheryl, clara and sihui to orchard for dinner, we ate at food village?? or smth lyk dat.. lol. b4 we went in there was this overzealous choc promoter hu was lyk promoting chocs lah..

we entertained her and ate it aniwae.. hey its free.. hey im not cheapo.. LOL!!

and den we went in, and i felt xiang ba laoish.. LOL, i was walkin arnd wifout de card.. lyk ok fine, u can laugh.. ok STOP, LOL!! den we ordered lyk seafood baked rice.. de potato thingy, i forgot de name.. and ham and cheese crepe and crispy roasted chicken..

durin our meal, we tok bad abt dat think he looks shuai but actualli not so shuai [plz lah, neo!?? try more yoda.. LOL!!!] okaes.. dat was mean, but im sure clara wud love this.. LOL!! right clara??

we made alot of jokes la.. as usual.. cheryl was a yao gui.. she eat so fast and kan chiong de lah.. lol.. no lah kdkd.. she was hungry though.. hungryyy.. yea u get de hint.. LOL!! okaes and we tok abt our dreams.. our olvl dreams.. fuNNI.

ok den we left after eatin, we stood outside de shop, and i hurried everyone up de escalator.. in case de not so shy salesgirl ask us to buy chocs.. HAHAS!!

den we went hmv.. as usual being teens, we hv to do stupid things.. and it seems sihui, clara and cheryl gets kick out of hearin de beep beep snd when sumone steals smth, so dey deliberately brought merchandise beyond de pt.. see stupid things.. im not stupid.. i din join dem.. im clever.. yah and pigs can fly.. LOL!!

okay den we went converse.. din do much.. den we went to take neoprints!! WHEE!! LOL, i love takin neoprints.. we were so unglam can?? but sumhow spastic shots are funnie.. LOL!!! so fun man.. budden arhs, de fun part wasnt takin neoprints but takin photos wif our digi cam in de neoprint machines!!! LOL!!!

we had to find dis stands to put our cameras on, and den we placed the timer, and it felt exactly lyk takin neoprints!! and de good thing, its free lah!!! lyk shiok man.. hahas, think i shall upload a few pics for public viewin since it was just gorg.. lol

den we went on to grab drinks at 7 eleven, i made a glee softee for sihui, she was so embarassed by it, she said dat i bring to de cashier.. stupid sihui, hlp her make sumore sae uglee.. u b careful man.. LOL!! okae den we went to de frun of taka to tok cock..

on de wae.. we saw a CLOWN!! okae serious, it was freakin ugly lah.. it was just disturbin, but we took photos wif it aniwae.. LOL.. cheryl was lyk.. EEEEE EEEEEEEEE!!! hahas super funnie.. okae fine i ws eeeing awae as well.. oie wad?? clowns are scary ok?

ok back to de frun of taka, we toked abt ghosts.. hahas, and den there was this guy whu suddenli appeard, and we were lyk.. WAH LAOS!! wads his PROB?? HAHAs, we were pretty freaked by de ghost stories la.. esp cheryl.. tsktsk.. LOL

okae den back home le.. lol, on de mrt we tok sumore ghost story lors.. scared ourselves silly. lemme tell u, dun eva sit on de floor in an mrt.. u noe why?? coz u smel FEET!!! omg.. lyk.. omg.. lyk.. yes!! oh mY GOD!! god bless me, shelter me frm de terrible.. feety smell.. LOL!!! amen.. sry my lord.. its just for laughs.. hahas

okaes den we walked cheryl home coz she scared got ghost catch her... LOL and den clara walk me to de bus stop coz i scared got molester.. LOL!! kd LAH!! but she was so nice to pei me to e bus stop, thx clarA!!

okaes it was juz a great night out man.. i alr miss u guys liao.. sians la.. im hvin de blues.. i miss u all so much.. haiz...

nvm.. at least we had fun..

hahas..

great dae

loved it

thx everyone

bye~

now lets see.. hahas, yest was kinda boring la.. i think i spent most of my time watchin tv. at least there were stil sum pretty decent shows.. i watched robots!! it was super funnie la, robin williams is lyk... wah laos.. go watch it man.. super funnie

i spent sum times vocalizing.. wadeva dat means man... LOL, i meant i was practisin singin.. sumhow i still cant sing wif my own voice when de real singer is singin.. and wadsup wif this sing thru de nose thing man??

MY NOSE IS LYK HALF BLOCKED!! PERIOD! how to sing thru my nose?? LOL

but i spew out air when im singin.. which makes me snd airy.. lyk wth lahs.. sucks can?? stupid nose.. mayb i shud get it chked.. where got nose blocked 24/7 de?? and de funnie thing is dat its awaez one side.. and EVEN FUNNIER IS DAT IT CAN SWITCH SIDES!!

stop givin me dat "im a freak" look.. LOL! im not.. mayb im sick.. hu noes?? lol.. TOUCH WOOD!

ok lah, i think im juz crappin for this post..

i thnk my blog muz be lyk one of de most boring man... coz i nv UPLOAD PHOTOS!! but its so cumbersome!! such a pain in de ass lah.. and lazy ppl lyk me will nv bother to go do it man.. but i lyk takin photos!! hahas, i think photos are great!! why? coz got me mah..

ok dat was gross.. and if peilin reads this, she probably pass sum "suan"in comment lyk i know she wud.. LOL!! right peilin??

im suppose to go to orchard todae.. AGAIN!! lyk.. wahh.. why does my family hv to go to orchard?? den todae go again.. way wayy freakyy.. ahh wadeva man.. at least i get to meet up wif clara!! rly miss u man, auntie. lols, and sihui also.. lyk so long nv see le can??

now lets see, what else can i crap abt..

i noe..

no i dun

ok lame

hahas

im just tryin to waste time here

stop it

LOL!

bye~

seriousli blogger is pissin me off, it can juz go eat shyt and dye lah, lol. im postin new posts, but it never appears unless i press de "february" archive button, lyk wth? irritatin thing, cheryl said she also had probs changin her skin.. either they do smth soon, or if not.. if not wad? lol, dunno leh.. haha

this few daes have been hmms.. truth facing? lol, i keep orcing myself to face de facts pf my life.. coz im juz so sick of gettin emo attacks or switch to depression mode.. so yea.. but it aint hlpin much leh.. ah wells

shitty

aniwaes, yest ppl came to our house.. de kids were irritating.. dey jump arnd on de bed, damage de floor and pissed my mum off, ok, cheryl i agree, kids are bratty, but i think de greatest responsibility goes to de parents for being so irresponsible

there IS A difference btw hving fun and being destructive. mind u, stupid parents hu acted lyk nth happend, i shud teach u manners la, i think i hv more upbringin den u..

ok i snd so pissed.. mayb coz dey pissed my mum off la, and honestly.. no decency to respect ppl's property.. okok enuff bout them.. ahahas.. i was lyk super anti social can? i ate dinner wif dem, den went up to my study till dey left.. wahahahas, wad?? i dun noe dem ma.. wadeva man

ok lets see, tmr im gg out wif cheryl, clara and sihui. we're suppose to catch dinner and catch up on stuff. hmms.. yups.. cant wait.. and take more neoprints.. hahas.. dat juz rocks..

i wna go to vivo leh, but until now i stil hvn u noe!! grrr so frustrating.. hahas no lah, kd, but i wna go leh, my hols are endin le, i hv to go at least once, or i wun be sastisfied.. hahas.. anione up for vivo?? find me ok??

and i hvn went to kbox either!! i muz go I MUZ GO I MUZ GO!!! lol, hey is not dat i sing well or anithin man, but i juz wna try ma.. =( stop gvin me dat kinda look, i noe u are.. LOL!!

okaes, im suppose to get change and make my way out wif my family.. i hope its not orchard leh.. coz i think gg to orchard as a family outing is wierd.. hahas, i rather go to sum hawker centre and eat lunch or smth.. hees..

okaes bye den

hahas, how to sae? not rly sure leh. i think im slowly becomin back to wad i use to be.. slowly la. but the old me damn not fun leh, how can one be nice and fun at de same time?? u cant suan ppl if u wna b nice, but u cant be fun if u dun suan ppl.. aiyo head pain man.. LOL.. nvm.. i shall not worry so much.. let things come naturalli..

i tink...

aniwae, recently got alot of lyk simply gorg songs i fnd.. sum old sum new.. hahas go try out k??

NEW
- katharine mcphee [over it]
- katharine mcphee [everywhere i go]
- katharine mcphee [each other]
- everlife [go figure]
- daughtry [home] courtesy of fangyi.. lol

OLD
- raven symone [time to shine]
- lindsay lohan [i decide]
- the veronicas [ i cud get used to this]

hahas.. i juz love all these songs.. muz go learn dem lyk asap.. hahas

and den juz for fun, i went to take another personality test.. and dey said wad set me apart frm others was my high levels of curiosity.. and others lah.. but curiosity... lyk wads dat suppose to mean?? i veri kay po isz?? idiot test.. LOL!!!

kaes, learn songs.. bye~

Neuroticism

63
Extraversion

43
Openness To Experience

67
Agreeableness

99
Conscientiousness

31

You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. Stressful and frustrating situations can often be upsetting to you, but you are sometimes able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have a strong interest in others' needs and well-being. You are pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.

lol, i tried this from shitiens blog.. hmms, kinda true leh.. but more lyk last time.. i hope to become lyk dat again.. 99% aggreable.. i juz lyk dat, coz it means ppl are awaez happi around me.. and i lyk makin ppl happi..

i noe i shall now make it once again my dream to juz make ppl happi!! coz it seems i can nv make myself happi.. so now my job is to make others happi.. hahas, muz wrk hard den.. and muz make my dear frens even happier.. how arhs?? lol.. nt sure leh.. but i shall be super agreeable.. I WILL!!

lols, bye!

if ure wonderin why this retard here is bloggin lyk in de wee hours of de mornin.. yes i believe ure right, im mad...

NO LAH!! im not.. if u did think i was, go boil ur head la.. LOL, u can bbq if u wan, up to u..

actualli im bloggin coz i feel proud of myself!! hahas, i finally sang and i was able to snd pretty ok.. i tot i lost my voice leh.. so im glad i din.. TY DIXIE CHICKS!! hahas, ur song juz rox man!! go try it [not ready to make nice].

hahas, i tink de lyrics are cool too.. reminds me of myself leh...

I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

yups, reminds me of myself..

gettin emo... SiANESS... emo means sad, sad means not happi, not happi means... means wad? means sad la, sad means not happi, not happi means sad.. blahblahblah

okok im being retarded.. wadeva..

wah i snd pissed.. and den im talkin to myself again... i probably nd to see a shrink soon.. or it cud be my brain tellin me to go and slp..

veri well, i shall slp my emo and sadness awae.. sad about wad?? no idea.. juz sad.. hahas yah right, hu am i kd..

aiya dun blog le.. probably be crappin more aniwae.. i noe i shall regret postin dis tmr.. haha

haha

haha

lame

night

ANOTHER DAE AT HOME DURIN CNY

lyk.. sianess la.. stayin at home durin cny is kinda stupid... hahas, nvm, tmr gg out wif clara.. not so bad lah. i rly hv nth to do at home man.. play ps2, play com.. everything is so bland lah.. lol

hahas, i realize alot of ppl see me as a innocent, quiet, guai kia.. hahas, aint dat cool?? actualli im de exact opposite la.. i super kaobei one lor.. cedric shud noe.. hahas, its juz dat i dun kao bei wif ppl im nt close to, coz im not sure if they can take it.. sum ppl dun lyk kao bei u noe.. so i muz b careful.. lol

actualli i noe all de vulgarities one u noe... its juz dat i hate using them.. so dun sae it in front of me and den think i dunno wad it is arh.. i noe one lor.. LOL..

but nah im not dat siao also.. im siao wif ppl hu im rly close to.. rlyy siao.. HAHA.. but i can be rly quiet too.. hmms.. so wierd arh?? aiya dunno lah.. but i guess i shud be less quiet.. i think.. imagine a LOUD MOUTH benj lyk shunda... kinda wierd arh?? hahas

i tink all saints are cool, de songs are nice.. but abit bimbotic... hmms.. hu givs a damn la, nice can alr man..

and den suddenli i think.. super emo kao bei ben... LOL!!! lyk wads dat man?? its so not a good mix lah.. now i noe why everytime i kao bei den i will sae sorry sorry.. LOL!! super lame la

okaes.. so retarded and random.. im runnin out of tings to write... hmms, so i shall end here.. wahhahas.. veri funnie meh? and now im talkin to myself.. wadeva la.. HAHA

byE!!

LAZY

actualli arh.. i was suppose to upload all de photos, but den it was so LEICHEI, i was lyk uploading de first few, and it turned out horribly wrong.. lyk sian can?? so in de end, i din upload de photos agAIN.. im rly rly sorri.. i'll try again sum other time..

so while everyone is out doing visiting, im at home bloggin.. LOL lyk sianess right?? ah wells, i dun rly have much relatives mah.. i mean, ive alr disowned my dad's side of de family.. and den as for my mum's side.. lets juz sae my uncle pissed my mum off big time.. and so did my aunt.. so yah..

LOL, so in de end, im gonna recive lyk nearly no ang baos at all, which suits me juz fine coz i dun get to keep dem aniwae. so it doesnt rly matter..

went to watch lyk protege on fri... de movie was lyk pretty good lah, but it was abit disturbin too... wayyy disturbin, i came out of the theatre lyk real quiet.. still tryin to get over de shock of de gore.. lol.. no lah, its not dat bad la. but de comedy mix wif horror.. was abit wierd.. i din noe whether to laugh or lyk shudder.. hahas

den de 8 of us went to take neoprint.. which din turn out well coz de prints were to small.. but i still think it was nice.. hahas hu cares man.. as long as we had fun..

im lyk rly free now, i wifdrew frm pj, so now i dun hv to go skool, i hvn found a stundent to teach tuition yet.. coz my mum isnt veri agreeable about it.. so yah i guess.. but lazing at home is wayyy boring.. so i shall plan to go out more.. but everybody else has skool.. so its lyk sians.. nvm.. juz try..

oh yah, u noe i nv did post abt my results.. hahas, aniwae, i got 10 which was rly quite a surprise for me.. i din expect to do datt well, so yea, im rly happi.. and im tryin acjc'c arts course.. hopefulli dey accept me, den i can go to de same skool as shitien.. hahas.

hmms... lets see.. wad else can i blog bout?? i noe!! recently, my voice lyk become rly wierd.. findin it hard veri hard to sing now.. my falsetto beocmin weaker and i cant keep it up for long periods of time.. and i cant hit de high notes lyk b4... lyk damn sians leh.. if i cant sing, i rather die.. no lah not so bad... but damn sians lah.. ah wells

nxt sat gg to vivo, wna watch norbit or epic movie.. den go arnd shoppin..lol, dun i juz snd obasanish?? lyk yux.. hahas..

hmms, sumhw i think ive changed.. i duno, but i seem more high.. more take it easy, laid back.. bo chup attitude.. i dun noe if its gd or bad.. but it seems bad to me.. im juz not lyk b4.. when i wud try to be rly nice, sae onli nice stuff..

hais... i also dunno why, but i feel i dun eva wana giv my heart out to ppl alr.. coz it sems evrytime i do, i onli end up being hurt and angry.. its not worth it.. and i do believe i deserve to b happi too.. wow dats snds way self centered.. i hope i dun change too much.. if i do, ppl, u all muz tell me k!! dun let me becom a selfish freak...

my lord, hlp me find de warmth i use to hv in my heart... sumtimes i feel empty, cold.. lyk devoid of feelins.. i dun wna be that way, i wna trust ppl again, i wna love them wif all my heart again.. i wna giv wifout thinkin.. i rly do love u.. and i wna love others de same way..

happi cny everybody!!! stay happI!!!

bye~

i got so manyy photos to upload!! but im damn lazy.. lol.. mayb when im rly rly free?? actualli im rly rly free now.. but aiya.. no mood.. lol.

hmms, cny comin, HAPPI NEW YR in advance.. if ure married, plz dun forget my red packets... and min of 10 bucks ok?? dun be so cheapo put 2 dollars arh.. punch ur face arhs... LOL!! kdkd!!

got alot of things to blog abt too!!

- olvl results release
- celebratory feast at jurong pt
- dae at orchard

lols... juz veri lazy to go and type leh... but veri shiok lah.. so far everything has been rly great.. cept for one thing.. but aiya nvm.. i wna stay happi..

now life abit sian leh.. i hv wifdrawn frm pjc.. so i dun hv to go skool, gg out is fun.. but cnt keep gg out leh.. will become veri poor de leh... lols..

oh yah, if anione wanna come my house for cny, lemme noe lors.. coz my mum ask me invite.. but i dun wanna just ask a few.. if want, den big grp better.. lols.. if not a few ppl veri wierd.. so lemme noe ba..

kaes.. gg off.. bye~

I WILL BE STRONG

its been so long.. haha, i ran away for a long long time.. avoidin the hurt, escapin de pain... but i think its time to come to term wif it... i will be true to myself

hahas to all my frens readin this.. it may seem out of place.. so sorri bout dat..

i have awaez been a realli serious person when it comes to relationships.. no i dun mean de boy girl kind.. yea its impt.. but to me frenships are equalli impt.. and not everyone can find a best fren.. so yea, its veri impt to me...

hahas i still rmb de dae.. when i felt i was de luckiest person on earth.. lols.. its not often sumone tells u dat ure de best bud dat he can eva hv.. so yea.. i was happi.. rly happi.. i still keep those msges.. to remind myself how lucky i am..

i rmb all those times when we played tgth.. when we ran arnd the house lyk madmen... using sticks to fight one another.. lol!! of coz i had de bigger stick.. so i won.. LOL, den when we made a mess out of my room throwin pillows and bolsters and u din hlp pack.. and we played de ps and i keep winnin.. which made me feel bad.. hahas. and of coz how we tickled each other silly... made me laugh lyk a madmen.. hahas.. and den de food i cooked which u ate with such a face... and den u went to de toilet to spit it out.. i noe u did.. dun lie.. LOL

and den there were all de times we spent singin on de phone... bth wif dreams of becomin singers.. lols.. i wud comment on ur singin, and u wud comment mine.. though all u eva said were mostly good stuff.. when sumtimes i snd realli bad.. actualli i also de same la.. hahas.. or when we werent singin, we wud crap and make lame jokes.. tok abt stuff which mde no sense whatsoever.. lols.. or we wud be discussin how to kill dat monster.. i still rmb dat silly garm.. it was freakin hard to find.. hahas..

and den there were de time we went out just to hv lunch or just waste time.. hahas.. of coz de bez trip was to orchard where we walked ourselves till we cud do so no more... went to almoz every single shoppin centre.. or there was de time we went to causeway pt and walked up and down de floors.. juz to while time awae..

hahas.. though wad we did may snd realli silly and childish.. even wierd.. i mean singin on de fone?? lols.. but i guess these were realli de happiest times of my life.. i nv felt happier.. u were lyk a bro i nv had, an extended family...

sumhow gg thru all these brings tears to my eyes... losing a fren has nv been ez... knowin de things we did will nv happen again makes it even more painful... it rly hurts.. it does and i know it...

but i made my choice... i chose to giv u up... i chose to let my best fren go... for reasons i wud not lyk to state.. but i guess it wud be better this way...

i struggled long and hard wif myself.. askin myself over and over again whether i did de right thing... i asked god.. and i got an ans but i still didnt change my mind... but i still cudnt harden my heart.. which den resulted in a period of depression... cryin over a best fren may seem wierd to u.. but it feels right to me... hahas.. im so damn emo..

in de end wif de hlp of my rly rly great frens i manage to forget my probs.. hahas and now here i am... recollectin wad happend..

im nt sure yet wad im suppose to do... i still hv one more dae.. tmr will be de dae i make my decision... sumhow i got an answer in my heart.. and i alr sorta say my gdbyes.. but we'll see... lols..

yo loy, if u read this post.. hahas i rly wanna thank u for all de wonderful times.. thx thx alot and all de best to u... im sure u'll find a greater fren den me.. hahas.. kaes.. tc.. i keep sayin de same thing.. muz b damn sian alr right? lols..

my lord i love u...

bye

DAILY STUFF

its been a long time since i went out with de blue gang... rly miss dem.. >.< but nvm tmr can go out and eat lunch.. courtesy of cheryl.. lols, she misses us lah.. so she wanna hv lunch wif us.. lols

made a few gd frens in my class, ahahas, went out wif siok sin, shirley and su yee to lot 1 todae, juz to talk and sit arnd.. lols.. funfun.. thx 4 de great time.. sorri i keep bullyin u su yee.. rly sorry.. juz playin arnd, hope u dun take it to heart..

everyone tells me i shudnt try.. i guess its true la, im juz nt gd enuff..

okae wasnt dat lyk totalli random?? hahas, nvm... sum ppl will noe wad i tokin abt..

im gettin FAT!! i nd to slim down sumore im 2 kgs awae frm 56, muz wrk harder!! eat less!! diet!! do those horrible exercises mr loke taught us... eeeyux.. lols.. i can do it!! yes i can!! -_-

u noe i juz realized sun yan tze is a rly gd singer.. lols.. i lyk de song "ying xing ren" too bad i cant post de lyrics coz it'll appear as sum mumbo jumbo.. but i'll post it aniwae, mayb u all can see..

无论你肯或不肯
我都选择等
等到你结束好久
探险的旅程
要是没有寂寞陪衬
没有途中的灰尘
你怎会向往家门

你越是想要诚恳
其实越残忍
伪装不了你对我
漠视的眼神
你不许我听信永恒
不许我迷信我们
不许我奋不顾身

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温
好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界
留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

朋友都于心不忍
责备我愚蠢
但他们都回避我
执着的眼神
可知我对爱的虔诚
可知我迷信我们
可知我难得放任

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温
好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的
人隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界
留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

多想化成隐形的人
掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温
好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼
我想化成隐形的人
隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界
留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

its sumthing lyk de invisible man.. lols.. and i feel de same wae.. lols.. if u cant see wad de lyrics are also nvm lah.. lols..

kaes im gg off.. bye

i told myself i wun wait and i wun hope for de impossible.. i told myself alot of things, but how many can i hold true to?? but i wun hurt myself, and i wun cry coz i deserve better..

I WANNA WRK!!

i wanna work!! lols, dunno why suddenli got this sudden interest in gettin a job. i think partly is coz of de xtra cash i can get and i think its juz cool to work... and sides cheryl also withdraw le, so mayb we can go find jobs tgth!!!

i wanna work as a waiter!!! lols!! i dunno, but i juz love de idea of wearin the uniform den go arnd takin orders, serving food, clearin tables, serving de customers.. WAH COOL!!!! lols!!! im not sure but i awaez lyk serving ppl.. and providing gd service.. kinda stupid right?? lol!

oh man!! cheryl juz said there might be job vancancies!!! LOL!! at sum restaurant called newyorkknewyork. aint dat juz cOOL!! hopefully we can wrk there.. omgomg.. just so freakin excited lah..

hahas, now in HIGH mode.. lols, dunno lah, findin wrk juz makes me xcited.. hahas, waitin 4 ur gd news cheryl!!

olvls result, high chances will be released this fri, omg.. isnt dat lyk freakin scaree?? i rly hope i can get at least 12, just 12 and i will be happi, though i wudnt sae no to 10 and below.. LOL!! and to everybody else.. GOOD LUCK!!! and to my frens, hope we all do rly well den we can all go to de same jc again!!! =))

yups dats abt it...

if this fri is results, den dis fri will b de last dae... i wun let myself drag it any longer

todae went out wif shitien, cheryl, ade and angeline to jjc's love fiesta.. it was ok lahs, but everything there was so freakin ex... lyk 2 bucks for a can of drinks... wah, i can almoz call it daylight robbery alr..

let me post a rly nice photo















hahas, we manage to find peng tiong and one of cheryls and ade's fren.. hahas, i think its rly cool!!

den we sat on de fake grass.. did u noe dat jjc's field is made entirely out of fake grass.. no kd.. its lyk super cool.. and they even have fake mud, they call it synthetic mud... lols.. so since it was so cool we decided to take photos of it too!!















hahas dats all our hands there... isnt it like simply cool!! hahas

and we decided to take de synthetic soil as well.. lame but hey, hus complainin?















de black stuff is de synthetic soil... wahahas.. our hands look lyk got sum kinda disease.. LOl

hahas yea, so dat was about it lahs... did i mention shitien was a good bargainer, she manage to reduce a curry's original price frm 4 to 2, lyk how cool is dat.. hahas nxt time go shoppon muz bring shitien man... =p

den we went to jp to visit sihui hu was workin at moshi moshi.. ok i dunno whether i spelt it right but aniwae... lols.. yah, we gave her a fright.. LOL!! but i noe she was veri happi and honoured to see us.. right sihui?? lols

den after visitin her we went to eat kfc... and we played black magic.. and purple magic and green magic and red magic.. LOL!!! damn funnie lah!!! cheryl still cudnt get it so we had to play all de diff colour magic.. lols..

oh yah just as we were abt to leave, ade said i look lyk i had extra added volume hair... lols, c 4 urself














lols, need i sae more?? though i hv to sae its pretty ugly.. lols!!

okaes i think dats abt it for todae lah.. but i had lotsa fun wif all of u, thx so much!!!

and suddenly i realized it has alr been 1 mth... and in fact more den a mth... i guess i was being silly when i told myself things will go back to how it used to be... false hopes will nv become real... i shud hv known dat long ago... but i guess i didnt wanna lose hope, even if it was false..

ah wells.. i wun noe wad de future holds, but i noe my frens will be walkin it wif me... and sum even more den juz frens... though i lost de best.. i will keep gg on.. bcoz i hv to, and i deserve to be happi..

..bcoz de lord tells me so...

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de olvl results are comin!! lyk FREAKYy.. lols.. im kinda worried dat i wun get at least a 12, if i get 12 i veri happi le, it means on a average, i got all A2.. which is kinda good.. hahas, i rly rly hope i can do well... good luck to everyone else yah?? lets all get good results!!

tmr got pj live practice.. hmms, if liwee and shitien nt gg, den i also not gg, coz it will be lyk so sians... nbdy to tok to ='( okaes, im a chatterbox.. i love talkin.. ahahas.. ok dat was totalli random.. but yea.. hahas

oh YAH!! smth wierd happend yest... i got to noe dis guy called xiaohan.. frm acjc, he saes he noes me frm my cuz hus his clsmate.. and den he asked if i wud lyk to become his penpal.. erm so i said yes.. hahas, kinda scary right?? den we xchanged addresses and numbs.. den he ask me call him.. which is kinda awkward... coz im nt sure wad im suppose to sae

sum ppl tell me dat its a prank... im not sure.. i did think about it.. wad if it turns out to be a sham?? kinda scary lah... mayb its a practical joke.. aniwae.. i'll b careful.. but i dun wan to go arnd mistrustin everyone hus mayb juz being nice and friendly... we'll see how it goes.. hahas

hahas shitien was remindin me bout de three of us last time, shuqi, her and me.. lols, i rmb de stuff i wrote and said.. hahas, it was kinda lame lahs.. but aint dat how all small kids act?? hees, or mayb its onli me... ahahas..

tmr got og bbq, think i will be gg, long time nv tok to eunice le.. ahahas, mayb will hv fun... yea, and i paid 5 bucks le.. dun waste.. im poor now... and im suppose to b savin up money... i wanna work leh.. and earn sum extra cash.. den i can go buy those realli nice clothes i saw.. im becomin money minded.. yux, i hope i dun..

hahas, niwaes i and sihui pon econs todae den we tok crap in de library... wahahas, but crap is fun.. coz we laughed lyk siaos.. ahahas.. cept my econs teach found out.. ahahas, aiya dun care lah.. i feel lyk ponin skool tmr.. so many tutorials and work to complete.. juz eat shit and die lah..

kaes im off to bathe, juz came back home frm pe.. i stink.. yux, i din have to sae dat.. lols.. kae bye