one lousy half paper left.

the new maths tutor is okay... lol.

had a pretty nice day out with friends on fri. the time traveller's wife was simply meaningless. it was ok, just really meaningless. lichu says you're suppose to get that love transcends time.

hahaha.

yz says im becoming weird(or already am). hahaha.
maybe i guess. and maybe this time, its not the exams, cause its like its over, at least im acting like it already is. but i dont feel that lifting of spirits as i normally do.

hmmmm...

i need a long chat with my dearest Lord. make some sense of my life. if not my life is wasting away.

i really wanna go korea and join SM Entertainment.

please, tmr when i wake up, i wanna have good looks and an awesome voice and know how to speak korean.

please.....

sometimes God makes himself known in the most un-obvious ways possible. honestly, if i didnt have him in my life, i didnt know where i would be. maybe i would be dead. lol. so suay that a bird shitted on me that was infected with bird flu. hahahaha

3 more half papers and i'll be done with this shit.

although the shit was as shitty as i expected, its nonetheless still quite smelly.

lol.

life could get better

suju m's new song!

WOOOOOOOOO

a saving grace on an otherwise horrible day.

i cant wait for the prelims to be over. then i'll be able to study for the A levels instead and do all the fricking easy 10 year series questions. cause right now im just wasting my time doing prelim papers that are way in over my head and i feel like a total loser for not knowing anything.

prelims suck. i should just skip the entire thing and study for As.

AJ sucks, cause they deliberately set extremely difficult papers.

maybe i should just fail the whole thing again, its not like its gg to make a difference ever in my life. what an utter waste of time.

OI, wheres my that 8 bucks organic chem book i bought!!!

dog peeed on sofa. dog peeed on bed. dog peeed on carpet. dog shitted on carpet. dog shitted at balcony.

stupid dog.

smack it later. grrr

i think blogger's running out of funds.

i have limited space to type this.

and the entire webpage is white thats sparsely filled with words.

lol. think i should consider an alternative.

im not studying. whats new?
have very weird dreams every night.
dreams like how i fight with my mum, dreams like how 1308s chem teacher comes and claim to be my mum. wtf. that dream was very scary. i was running for my life thruout the sch away from her and she keeps appearing everywhere telling me she's my mum. !!!! dreams like how i can not need to study for my As. dreams like how im overseas with my cousins.

OK. seriously, my life is this messed up thing that i wish would just slip away when im sleeping at night.

I WISH I DIDNT HAVE SO MUCH ON MY MIND

no, i want to have a lot of chem and maths and lit and hist in my mind.

i want, but i dont get.
lol

SUJU!

yo class, study hard! those who come and read this trash. lol

you know you've hit the lowest point in your life when you start liking to live in your own imagination more than the real world. its just so perfect and blissful. come to think of it, it is really kind of pathetic isnt it?

hahaha. i guess.

but i really like living in my imagination. but i also heard this is the start of insanity.

wah.

watching suju videos is like rain in the sunshine.(cause i hate the sun. zzz) lolll

gas