did you know that superglue burns??? it feels hot when you use it.

and im dead serious.

i think only a very lousy heck care house wouldnt have glue, like mine. but i still love my house anw, aw. which reminds me im only gg to stay here for another 2 mths or so. i wonder if i would rmb all my times here...

anw, im almost done with dad's card. didnt turn out as nice as i expected it to be but its not that bad either. actually its rather ugly but considering that im a guy and its my first try. i think ok la~

HAHA








i think im in the card making mood so i'll make one for kenneth too. LOL

i think ar, one day, i might just kick the bucket without knowing why.



anw, i havent started on dad's card. and im not prepared for my break to end. BOO~

and i keep thinking of kbox~ bitchOne, faster find another day that we can go la. i also wna have more time with my bitches and laokuis. but we're gg to have the usuals down to cel ken's bday and a gang picnic too, so s'not so bad.

work starts on Monday. i feel a little uneasy about it. ah whatever.

<3 GOD

dearest beloved God, pls hear my prayer.

anw, sad things aside. i had a really wonderful fantastic day out today. thank you so much Bitches(okay, i give in, lovelies rly not so nice). i like the word bitch. because u cant just call anyone a bitch and get away with it. its a mark of the strength of the frenship when you call one another names but dont take offence and just engage in more nonsensical bantering. HAHAHAHA

i love my two bitches. seriously. they are so much fun to be around. and they are super nice and awesome. aiya. whatever. love them ttm.

and 2 ppl kbox is fun ttm too.

and jere, yes, i do miss those crazy times with you too. lol. we'll meet up soon with everyone else. i'll try my best to make it happen.

and ps ar bitchOne, i think i must have seem quite reluctant to go thats why u decided to go yourself in the end. aah, thanks for being so considerate also la.

meeting kell tmr. awesome.

and back to sad stuff. i rly miss everyone and now that i know im not the only one, it actually makes it worse. boo. and thinking about dad's friend, suddenly everything doesnt seem so perfect anymore.

but i still love God very very much all the same.

i didnt know how much i'd miss 'you' until you were gone

i rly miss everyone.

i cant believe it. tmr's the real thing. the REAL thing.

who would have expected i've made it out alive.

words cant express the joy i feel. LOL

I LOVE GOD!!!!! WOOOOOO~

and yes i do feel a little timbre obsessed. go away yizhen i know you're reading this and you are just going to go "i knew it, that lousy ben" hahahaha. i wna eat their pizzzzas

i havent studied for my BTT!

its my last friday thr ever!

okay i know its like im obsessed over it but i really cant believe its going to be OVER!!!!!!!

right now all i can say is i <3 you GOD!

BTT in 4 days and i havent studied, zomg.

omg, i think im actuall going to miss NS62. its been 6 mths with them after all. a long, hard, arduous 6 mths i might add but meaningful in ways more than one, i think. (:

come to think of it, ive been extremely fortunate actually. no, not because of my stupid respiratory shit, lol, but because ive got a fair share of people who really look out for me. my bunkmates are one, my in charge's another and my fi is pretty nice too. so actually ive had it pretty good.

and after all these i nda thank the only person who made all of which possible. HAHA yes, u got it, its my favourite dearest God, my Lord!

tytytytytytytytytytytytyty ((((((:

anw, 3 more days. and thgs will be different again.

im gonna miss you guys, but tc and all the best!

im thinking i might have been abit miserly buying everyone a choc frog worth less than 50 cents each. LOL. its the thought that counts la

Today God says he doesnt want my obedience but my love.

so here is a GREAT BIG HEART FOR YOU!



















hahahaha, gotta show my dear God the love. because he's the best thing that ever happened in my life!!

anw life sucks when you cant drive. i wna faster learn how to drive. if not sch and work is gg to be the shits.

i think im putting on weight. BOO.

tadah, its a new week again. and... ITS THE LAST WEEK EVER!

WOOOO~

had a lovely day with the lovelies on sunday. it was actually quite short but it seemed like such a nice wonderful time with them. <3 we should go out more often. and thankyou for the topman tees! HAHA! i even got to pick them myself.

and i learnt hw to be a 2nd rate love fortuneteller too. 2nd rate cause i think its quite anyhow but true. LOL.

more events to come.

The Gang's Picnic
The Laokuis (so laokui man) reunion
The 1408's chalet

and more to plan.

like LAN, BEACH, VBALL, WII...

life's good. thank you so much dear dear Lord. without whom, none of these would have been remotely possible. i totally love you. (((((:

haha things are so different nowadays. and i feel kinda bad.

anw, iron man 2 was not bad. but the climax was anticlimatic. talk about oxymoronical.

off to a ntu tea party in a few hours and if i get chased out, im gg to kill him then kill myself out of embarassment. LOL

((((:

so this is what its like to have nth on your mind. lol.
it feels strangely empty yet liberating.

haha i spend everyday thinking of new activities to plan. spend time eating with family. sometimes play a little dota. fb and look at old photos.

isnt this the life?

it is.

then how come i feel so... err... meaningless? how does one feel meaningless anyway? LOL.

doesnt matter. nothing could be worse than what was prior to this.

anw, i got accepted into Chinese in NTU. HAHA. what a joke right.
wish i had study harder for my As. ah well, no looking back.

onwards and upwards! i think i got this off a show. lol

chilling out with the <3lies this sunday! WOOO. starbucks n catching up and camwhoring. it doesnt get any better than this.

lol all the funny stuff i use to hear in my time with 1408

RANDOM TIMES WHILE WALKING OUT OF CLASS

jer: your earring quite big arh
erika: hah? my urine?
erika: my urine quite big?? WHAT THE HELL??

IN HISTORY CLS WITH LY AND JERE

jer: money makes the world go round-
liying: the world is round what.

me: i thought the pacific war ended in 1965?
jer: talk cock!
liying: if cocks can talk, breast can sing.

DURING LIT LESSON

ms chan: that's the problem with men, they never have visions
me: aiya, vision for what, the sky will still be blue tmr whatt

THE TIME I COULDNT STAND HIM

so·lil·o·quy

1. A dramatic or literary form of discourse in which a character talks to himself or herself or reveals his or her thoughts without addressing a listener.
2. A specific speech or piece of writing in this form of discourse.
3. The act of speaking to oneself.

so·lil·o·king

1. a master of overly-dramatic form of discourse in which the prat talks to himself incessantly or reveals his thoughts with a NO-NEED to know basis without addressing a listener, or at least he tries.
2. someone who constantly and unendingly speaks to himself.

FF AND MINE HILARIOUS CONVOS ON MSN

❤ yizhen says:
im going to ignore you
❤ yizhen says:
*ignoring in process*
❤ yizhen says:
*im still ignoring you*
❤ yizhen says:
*oi say smth while i ignore you*
benj# hwaiting! says:
HAHAHAHAHA omg that is funny!
❤ yizhen says:
*hahah no its not im ignoring u ure supposed to feel sad wth!*

absolutely love it.

9 more days!

and plenty of activities waiting for me to plan.

i wna go lan
i wna go sentosa
i wna have a picnic
i wna have a chalet
i wna have a bbq
i wna have a laokui reunion
i wna have a chill out session with my 2 lovelies. lol
i wna be rich

okay the rich thing has entirely nth to do with everything else. but i wna anw. haha!
that day i lost 40 dollars at timbre. BOOO. if not it would have been a perfect night.

oh ya

i wna go back to timbre too.

lol.

i want this 9 days to disappear!!

Dear Lord, is there anything you wouldnt do to make me happy. err i mean this in a please do more way tho. HAHA. love you anw

i love looking at facebook photos. they keep reminding me of all the great times with the people i love oh-so-much. ahahaha

these 5 months totally flew by. not in the sense that it moved really quickly but more of realizing that it past without you knowing. i think it was because i spent 80% of the time being depressed and counting down the time to book in every weekend and to bookout as well.

life was indeed horrible.

but now everything's okay again. in fact its better than okay. its great!

i guess it's really always sunshine after the rain.

although at times the rain can last really long.

lol.

i wna go out with my friends again soon. and get baked under the sun at sentosa. like really black. extra chao tar.

((((:

and i love the Lord. as always.

urgh, my bloody asshole commander just had to spoil my day today. stupid crumpler deprived freak. just go drown in your own shit.

BOO U.

BOOOOOoo~ boo myself for being so pissed over this thing.

but still, life is awesome now.

2 more weeks and its official. no more hell. NO MORE.

im stuck on the irritatingly enjoyable songs the chipmunks and chipettes sing. lol.

im happy now.

cause of how the lord has made my life so much better.

and for friends that make my life alot more pleasurable and wonderful. and knowing that some of them really care. its comforting in its own right. (:

and of course for family, who i cannot live without. no way.