sumtimes things dat people do to u may hurt...
but i wld tell u, u shud also love people who are hard to love,
for everyone can love a loving person but not everyone can love a loveless person...
people who hv hurt u, i wld tell u, if u forgive them den the lord has forgiven u,
for is it nt writtn"forgive us our debts, as we also hv forgiven our debtors"
yes.. forgivin is a part of love, if u can find it in ur heart to forgive,
den u hv found love....
this isnt as hard nor as simple as it seems... its not hard becoz u can sae u forgive dat person easily, but its nt simple coz u muz really forgiv dat person, and when i mean forgive, i mean totalli forget all the hurt dat u hv recieve, go and befriend dat person again, and harbour no evil tots about revenge etc.

todae is yet another battle joan has won!!! hooray.. thx to everyone out there who prays and believe in her.. shelter her frm harm with ur faith and keep death away with love...
may the lord send his angels and blessings and may the evil be defeated soon..

loves!!! [aollovin]

sumtimes things dun really look lyk wad they seem, i truz many of u would hv heard the story of joan, the girl who is in terminal stage of cancer... yeahz...
it wud seem a tragedy to many, but the v fact dat joan is still lving is living proof of a miracle.. tokin bout miracle.. i'll tell u one.. and yahz.. dis happened to me... no lies..

for a period of time, i wud guez i was sufferin alot from alot of reasons.. of coz theres one main reason but im nt gg to sae wad.. heex.. but finally one day after many tears, prayin, shouting, i finally recovered... hmm... dun ask me why, perhaps its because god cant bear to see my sufferin animor.. yupz so dis was wad happened.. u cld sae the seeds of love and faith were planted in me on dat dae.. i cant really describe the feelin but i juz felt a lot of love and faith.. its lyk u embody love and faith itself.. everything was juz so wonderful to me... and den i opened my balcony window and saw my plant.. it was juz a plant i put outside mths back.. and it was dead alr.. coz i din water it for mths.. yahz... and in case ure wonderin why becoz my balcony windows doesnt hv curtains, they are roller blinds, and i nv unrolled them for a few mths.. alrite bck to the story.. lyk i was saying, the plant died, but i juz felt love towards the plant, wierd but yahz.. movin on.. i juz felt dat there was nth i cldnt do if onli i juz had love and faith.. so i took this lil crystal and i kinda willed lov and faith to enter the crystal... and then i put it on the soil and i water the plant.. believe me the plant was realli DEAD! im nt lying.. but the nxt dae when i opened my balcony window again i actualli saw a tinge of green on the plant..! yes! it was incredible.. in fact dis happen lyk juz three wks ago... and now de plant has juz grown a new leaf, its de kinda potted plants with big leaves, yeah and it has one now.. so u see.. miracles do happen when u hv love and faith..

im tellin u dis exp i had is bcoz i believe joan willl be de same.. no matter how bleak no matter how bad the situations seems, a miracle will happen, if only u can find it in ur heart to love and hv faith... how do u love den? simple.. juz reah deep into ur heart feel this sadness and longing for u to be with joan, to be there by her side comfortin and protectin her, yes, this is love, the feelin of wantin to protect and be there for sumone, it is within ur heart and u muz find it there.. and how do u hv faith then, simple by tellin urself joan will not die, dun hope for her to live, dun wish dat she will live... sae it out loud, she WILL live.. dat is faith.. as simple as dat, dats all u nd for a miracle.. because if u think dat love and faith are stupid ure wrong, there are/is the holy spirit, who is all and one at the same time, yes when u love and show faith u act as mediums of the holy spirit.. so dun belittle urself, within u is a memb of the trinity, and at any pt in time u love and show faith.. ure acting as angels of the holy spirit..

alrite laz but nt least.. pray.. pray to the lord.. pray nt for the lord to let joan live, pray nt for her life.. bcoz rmb.. u noe she will live... dats faith... rmb?? but instead pray for her to keep fightin, everydae in which joan lives, is a battle won against the evil one..so pray for her, pray that ur love will be wif her.. protectin, healin her... alrite... ?

god bless everyone of u, and he will awaez love everyone, it doesnt matter if u hv sinned or if u dun believe, ur conscience will lead u.. so dun feel lyk ure nt wrthy to tok and pray to the lord, the lord loves everyone, he also bears in mind dat we are humans and we do sin.. but as long as u ask for forgiveness.. he will forgive and call u his child.. so pray.. let the lord work slwly into ur heart.. he will with love.. truz me.. and as will i, pray for everyone to cont loving, to keep loving...

loves!!!! [aollovin]

Yeah!! finalli done the blog.. feels great coz i noe im about to serve..
i wanna use it to help people out there... haha, being a christian i think dats my job,
furthurmore.. i think i hv experience many miracles dat god has granted me...
and i think i wanna share my joy wif everyone out there..
aniwae.. im gg to use this blog to share love.. things which show and display love..
yupzyupz.. and im leaving my email add out here for anione to email me.. i may nt noe u and u may not noe me.. but it doesnt matter..
u dun hv to leave anithin kinda info if u dun wan to.. juz write to me when u feel life is gettin u down, or when u juz want sumone to tok to... lyk im a imaginary friend.. yupz and i will reply..
yeah!!

hopefully i can reach out to people out there, no matter how bleak the situations seems... lettin dem noe, dat love still lives on... and noone is eva forgotten.. oh and i do prayers..
if u want me to pray for u.. juz leave sum sorta id.. can be anithing... it doesnt hv to be ur name.. and tell me wad u wan me to pray for u...

alrite.. god loves all of ya... and so do i..

loves!!! [aollovin]