GP mid year common test today. like all gp exams, it wasnt exactly taxing. whether i do well though is an entirely different question. i just hope i pass..

and hey, i just realised i managed to pass all my class tests except for one lit timed prac. wooo. and i managed to pass history! something i've NEVER done in my enitre life. ahh. thank god. but then again, it's only expected since im a retainee. haha

i cant wait for kbox.

and it's the start of the holidays!! arhh! i cant believe it. no need to wake up when its like still super dark. and i can sleep when the sun comes out. hahaha. omg i love the lifestyle of a vampire.

i have wierd dreams. like yesterday i dreamt that my mum bought me a psp. wah lao, damn happy. but then the games i had to choose all sucked. and when i happened to pick up one that seemed promising. i woke up.

and then i had a strange alien invasion dream. and i hid at the back of a jap provision store. and there was this long stairway that led tot his tall building. i was going to be attacked by the alien but i told myself to woke up. well no more sci fi movies for me. and no more imagining other worlds. LOL

cant remember my third dream.

oh and i slept from 5 to 8.30 today. and when i woke up, i was like, oh shit, how long more do i have for sleep before i need to go to school. and i realised NO MORE SCHOOL! ahahahahaha.

yes! hols here i come!!

it is not, and i repeat, it is NOT okay for the weather to be hot. seriously the sun has been effing crazy man and it's driving people bonkers. its days like these in which you just hide away in your room, turn down the temperature hide under your blanket and keep wishing for non-hot days in singapore.

I AM GOING TO PETITION. or maybe even ask for a passing of new laws.

it is absolutely illegal to feel warm. if you're found guilty of feeling hot(and i dont mean that "hot") you will be prosecuted and sent to build free air cons for the rest of your life, or at least until the ice age comes, then you have to build heaters instead.

it is also illegal to attend school when temperatures are beyond 30 degrees. offenders will find themselves paying a maximum fine of about 100k and you have to build electric fans for the rest of your schooling life.

i mean business..




i think the heat is so crazy i get fits of laughter. seriously.

and i type bullshit.

LOL.

as ah chu always says. WHAT IN THE WORLD.

kbox on monday. OMG

it's okay to reminisce once in a while is it not? ironic as it may seem but it's always the happiest memories that makes us the saddest. hahaha, i guess this today would be one of those "emo" days which i will look back upon and laugh about it. but meanwhile, i'm feeling extremely nostalgic and the thoughts of the past are racing through my head.

back to the days when i was in secondary 3. yeah i still remember.

back to the days when i was in secondary 4. prom was simply fantastic.

back to the days when i was in pj. when i hanged out everyday with the blue group.

back to the days when i was in 37. i miss naz.

and then to just the recent start of the year. i do miss my PAE days. hahaha, shihui i bet you do too.

ah well. as much as i miss all these very much, i'm very content with the present. 14has been like a 2nd family to me. and i couldnt have asked for more. lummy and ying never seem to be that far away either. angela always seems to be around. and shihui of course, who's constant presence reminds me that some things never change and friendships dont end.

ahhh. hahahahaha, bloody emo.

but it's just one of THOSE days.

i am entitled to occasional bouts of emotive reflection am i not? lol



there are some things that i havent forgotten. and i dont think i ever will. but since they are nothing but past characters and events. i no longer see a point in wishing for things to go back the way they were.


so

i'll simply pretend i dont remember them.

i feel increasingly pleased at myself because i seem to be able to complete all of my homework. but my grades havent been entirely satisfactory, especially math and gp. urgh. i think i'm going to have to work really hard.

the promotional exams are in approximately 1 month's time. i better start some sort of revision schedule soon.

of course, the arrival of my promos would herald the start of the hols! i cant wait. the GSS, kboxing, waraku(lummie!), more kboxing, cycling at pulau ubin. ahahaha, there are so many activities that i cant wait to do. i hope my allowance comes in early, im bloody broke and if there's no money, i cant do any of the things forementioned

i cant wait to sleep at like 4 am and wake up at 2. that way i dont have to eat lunch. but it could also mean the chances of me eating supper is very high. ouch.

i'm going to miss school though. the thought of not having 1408 to crap and laugh with is damn sucky. but i thanks god for making everyday of my life more bearable and interesting with such great friends.

i wanna nominate all my teachers for most caring teacher award. really. everytime i think about them in comparison to last year's... erm. nvm. lol.

i realize i start every paragraph with a "i". hahaha so self centered. and there is an absolute need to cut down on my singlish. it's seriously is an incessant pain in the ass.

yup.

went out with erika and yizhen after my cip yesterday. hahahaha, we had a great time eating ana not so great time accompanying yizhen walk around the entire toa payoh. lol.

there's alot of ants crowding around my yakult bottle. and i know it's not right for me to kill them but i did anyway. urgh. im sorry ants.

wishing for non hot days in singapore.

so·lil·o·quy

1. A dramatic or literary form of discourse in which a character talks to himself or herself or reveals his or her thoughts without addressing a listener.
2. A specific speech or piece of writing in this form of discourse.
3. The act of speaking to oneself.

so·lil·o·king

1. a master of overly-dramatic form of discourse in which the prat talks to himself incessantly or reveals his thoughts with a NO-NEED to know basis without addressing a listener, or at least he tries.
2. someone who constantly and unendingly speaks to himself.

ben-ja-min

1. someone who keeps praying a soliloking will shuttup.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i am very very mad now because my parents woke me up at 11.10 to eat dinner which they just bought home.

how am i suppose to go back to sleep so full.

and who eats dinner at 11.10?

bloody pissed. urghh

i have this sudden craze about SHE songs. lol.

today was SPA and essay time practice. BLOODY TIRED LAH. SPA was okay i guess. it wasnt as scary as i imagined it to be.

yesterday was history test. think i might have screwed it. urgh.

went out for dinner at KFC with kell and jer yesterday. we are such a noisy bunch lah. but i enjoy their company very much, headed over to amkh to get my mum a present. jer donated to the auntie playing the harmonica i think. hahaha, pretty nice huh.

ntuc outing today with kell. hahahaha, we started a cumcumber choosing lesson. hahahaha. i realize i have alot of grocery outings this year. hahahahaha. damn budget lah. so fun.

hahahaha, highlight of the post.

during hist lecture,

me: i thought the pacific war ended in 1965?
jer: talk cock!
liying: if cocks can talk, breast can sing.
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i spent the next 1 minute laughing NON-STOP.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

seriously. damn funny!

i have a sacred responsibility of asking kellie to get rid of her eyebags. i will put it on my blog so i wont forget. YUP.

LOL!

and and and. i havent studied for history
lemme die!

i have decided. no more food for me. no more snacks, no brownies, no cookies, no carbs, no cake, no bakkwa, no carbs, no soft drinks, no sweets, no oily food, no fried stuff.

what i mean is...

i am on a strict green tea, water diet.

nothing more.

i bet i'll lose weight soon.

and then i won't look fat anymore. and no one will ever use words that are associated with large.

i'm so thrilled at the thought of losing weight, i feel like gouging my throat so that i vomit out whatever i ate today.

i am very determined. mmhmm.

green tea and water! here i come!!

whoooooooooshh------

i forgot about this funny thing that happened yesterday.

barber: ni you mei you shi tai?
me: huh?
barber: ni you mei you shi tai?
me: arh?
barber: ni you mei you shi tai ling? zai tou fa fang dong xi?
me: ORHHH styling!!?? you you you.

LOL.

i mean yeah, he was chinese and all. so it's not really his fault.

hahahahaha.

i am very full now but i have a container of bak kwa in my room. the way i have to eat one every time i look at it, is like as if it's hypnotic. and knowing jer, he'll probably call me a pig again. urghh.

i should sleep now.

haha.
pig much?

i'm too lazy to blog these days. well, school hasnt been exactly hectic since i manage to complete all my work. and this i tell you is an AMAZING feat. emphasis on AMAZING.

hahahahaha.

this week eh? i liked it.

monday.
mundane. boring.

tuesday
WOOO, NTUC outing with jer, kell and yz. what a wierd way to hang out but marvellous all the same. hahahaha hype and pesty, i bet people were getting irritated with us. i love tempura sushi!

wednesday
Tekong trip! wahahahaha, plenty of wondrous photos. it was pretty fun. but the best was after the trip at bishan. i conclude jer is deprived from tv. dinner at cartel with lichu and kell. RIBS! omg, simple delectable. we had so much fun talking and stuffing ourselves. ooof.

thursday
mundane.

today
lunch with chu, kell and shihui at nyp. kell and i had a short fishing activity. mmhmm. fishing for ikan bilies in her tom yum soup. HAHAHA
hair cut at HEATWAVE with lichu and kell! it was pretty cool. although alot of people dont like my new hairstyle. ):
tiramisu teabreak with kell after, we had a long talk about everything. i wont recommend food to her anymore. loll
LUMMIE's performance!!!! ahahahahahaha, it was great! hahaha, lummie, you rock!! sorry i didnt get you anything ok? will make it up to you!!

i feel kinda idiotic typing like that. hahahahaha. but this week has ben filled with outings and photos and immense fun. wooo.

tgif.

and i explicitly remind you people that you all are NOT allowed to use hedub, omerg, watheher and the various other abbreviations. I MEAN IT. yup.

i wanna bathe now. stupid train was too crowded. bah.

i'm hungry.

sad endings always inspire me to think about the unhappy events in my life. i don't mean to sound emo and all but it's an undeniable fact that these things did happen. and i amaze myself by being able to pretend they never existed.

it always hurts to feel everything come back in a rushing flood of memories.

i can never remember what i ate for lunch yesterday but i can remember all the times i hurt.

hahahahahahaha




somehow i dont think it's very funny.

it is indeed a lovely day. hahaha, had lunch with lummie and ying today. simply wonderful, only pity was that shihui couldnt join us. but nevermind, next time then.

wed was sports meet. nothing fanciful though the cheerlead was pretty cool. they played alot of DBSK songs. wheeee! hahahaha. i like panther's routine actually. it was darn cool. at least a third would be in order. hmm

and then it was lit play! hahahaha enjoyed it very much. the road there however was fraught with dangers and narrowing experiences. did i mention ardous? ahahahaha, i and shihui nearly got knocked down by cars when crossing the road at a supposedly green man. LOL. it was very frightening to see the car zoom pass when we least expected. thank god nothing happened. and then dear shihui forgot her ticket. hahahaha. but her parents sent us to the DBS art centre. it was really sweet of them.

we didnt had the supper we planned cause everyone was beat. ah well. next time.

i wanna watch iron man!

and forbidden kingdom is nice even if the plot was a tad bit predictable and childish.

jet li speaks wierd english.

mmhmm.

i wanna go o0ut somemore!