Benj-

i didnt post anything on the first day of the new year. never liked new years anyway, it always meants school had to start the next day which makes me feel downright shitty.

but new year day was special. i guess. just another sign that God does listen.

the next day was however, alot less special. in fact it was kinda.. how to put it.. upsetting... in its own way.

i miss ff and the laokuis. and the usuals as well.

i feel sad. sorry this is a very redundant and retarded comment. but i am.
will sadness never end?
the price to pay for happiness may be more than you can bear.
or rather, i can bear.

i think its a good thing my blog is private so there are less people who knows what a stupid idiotic loser i am.

thank god.

i wonder what grandpa is thinking now

but talking on the phone with ff always makes the day awesome. even if it was the lousiest day ever. thanks ff for being a superb ff. lol