Benj-

its the feeling ive been dreading. when everyone seems to grow more distanced and i feel the need for isolation. i want to be alone so that i dont have to hide whats inside. i feel the need to give in to the grief in me and grow tired of trying to smile and laugh when i really dont feel like doing so.

i know this is so not the time for this.

but its something i just cant help.

i wonder when i'll grow up and get over myself.

anw.

i dont think very much of guys who make girls cry. but i guess you're so balless i cant even fault you for not being guy enough to do the right thing. thats right, you fucking piece of fat tub lard, if you ever make my friend cry again, i'll go straight to you and punch you in your already pathetic face. and then if you ever feel the need to be useful, i know a really good slaughterhouse. your brethren awaits.

zzzzz