Benj-

when u feel cheated and used.. wad wud u do?? not sure.. but i bet it wun be anitin nice.. hais.. when u expect sumone, or rather u tot sumone was a good person, wif integrity and kindness, warmth and sincerity.. but in de end this person turns out to be a crook, sumone wif no conscience, no heart, no compassion.. hu thinks only about oneself..

it sux doesnt it? esp when u tot u can trust this person, esp when u once treated this person as one of ur closest fren.. but in de end, amounts to nth more than a lowlife.. wad are u suppose to do den? when u feel angry and hurt, but u juz dun wan to see dat he degrades ani furthur...

but then u feel dat u dun wan to do anithing, coz u hv ppl hu are worth more attention, worth more time.. worthy of more kindness and effort.. lols.. im realli creatin my own headaches.. wad shud u do then?? help? or juz ignore..?

i dun want to waste my time on ppl hu doesnt appreciate, treat me lyk trash, why shud i? but i cant just let myself see them slip into a road of no return.. wad shud i do wad shud i do?? >.<

ahh heck lahs.. juz wait for the solution to come to me eventualli..

i hate fakers and hypocrites. i hate thieves and liars.. i hate ppl hu doesnt give two hoots how other ppl feel.. i hate myself for hatin ppl.. lols.. i realli do.. but im realli onli human after all.. i hv feelins too..

hahas.. loves!! [ benj]