Benj-

sad endings always inspire me to think about the unhappy events in my life. i don't mean to sound emo and all but it's an undeniable fact that these things did happen. and i amaze myself by being able to pretend they never existed.

it always hurts to feel everything come back in a rushing flood of memories.

i can never remember what i ate for lunch yesterday but i can remember all the times i hurt.

hahahahahahaha




somehow i dont think it's very funny.