Benj-

it's okay to reminisce once in a while is it not? ironic as it may seem but it's always the happiest memories that makes us the saddest. hahaha, i guess this today would be one of those "emo" days which i will look back upon and laugh about it. but meanwhile, i'm feeling extremely nostalgic and the thoughts of the past are racing through my head.

back to the days when i was in secondary 3. yeah i still remember.

back to the days when i was in secondary 4. prom was simply fantastic.

back to the days when i was in pj. when i hanged out everyday with the blue group.

back to the days when i was in 37. i miss naz.

and then to just the recent start of the year. i do miss my PAE days. hahaha, shihui i bet you do too.

ah well. as much as i miss all these very much, i'm very content with the present. 14has been like a 2nd family to me. and i couldnt have asked for more. lummy and ying never seem to be that far away either. angela always seems to be around. and shihui of course, who's constant presence reminds me that some things never change and friendships dont end.

ahhh. hahahahaha, bloody emo.

but it's just one of THOSE days.

i am entitled to occasional bouts of emotive reflection am i not? lol



there are some things that i havent forgotten. and i dont think i ever will. but since they are nothing but past characters and events. i no longer see a point in wishing for things to go back the way they were.


so

i'll simply pretend i dont remember them.