Benj-

so its been 5 days since grandpa passed away. attempting to describe the sorrow i feel would be futile so i wont.

but i know i will miss him for the longest time. knowing that he will no longer be a part of my life really makes me upset. and i feel guilty for grumbling about how we have to visit my grandparents' home every saturday. for not appreciating the grandparent that i've always admired in those storybooks who dote on their grandchildren like nobodys business, because he did.

i find myself loved by the dozens but find myself reciprocating nothing.
but lets not make this about me.

so here's my final tribute to ah gong, for being the most endearing, wonderful, amazing and cute grandfather of mine. i love you. very much. and i hope that you will enjoy the rest of eternity with god in heaven. you deserve it.

i miss you.