Benj-

sometimes things just dont turn out the way you expect them to. thats just the way things are.

its a wonder how shortlived both happiness and sadness can be. but these constant shifts between the two can be in itself, in every sense of the word, a chore. its tiring and draining to toggle between the two and im, in summary, exhausted.

again the only thing i can be thankful for are the friends that i have around me. no matter how sian life can get, nothing seems to go wrong when i hang out with them. thank god.

spent the entire day out with most of the Gang. its been ages since i last saw them but nothings changed, we're still that same gang who just have wondrous fun together. whether its making a big scene at macs or looking like stowaways at marina barrage. nothings changed. (:

i dont hate feeling upset anymore. its come to a point that ive accepted pain as a part of life. it'll fade, just like all things, in time to come.

i just need to be patient.

in the meantime, i should reserve all rights to be all depressed and sad. lol.

life sucks and then you deal with it.