Benj-

i feel really stupid. no, not the kind of stupid i always mean, but honestly stupid, like as in, dumb, brainless, retarded, unintelligent and all the other synonyms you can find.

if only i could just take that drop-out form and just... get away from this hell.

i cant stand the sight of my exam papers, looking at it always makes me cry. cry because i feel utterly pathetic and useless.

i dont want to go on and on about this.

PES A. wth. so i rly need to go run and gym and blah blah now. if not it would be hell when i go in.

i like basketball too. but volleyball's better.

think i wouldnt make it if i wasnt in 1408. thank god. even if its sometimes inhabited by hovercrafts and machine guns, its still pretty awesome.

(:

thanks, yz, pam, erika and maybe even darren. haha

feel like vballing.