Benj-

LAZY

actualli arh.. i was suppose to upload all de photos, but den it was so LEICHEI, i was lyk uploading de first few, and it turned out horribly wrong.. lyk sian can?? so in de end, i din upload de photos agAIN.. im rly rly sorri.. i'll try again sum other time..

so while everyone is out doing visiting, im at home bloggin.. LOL lyk sianess right?? ah wells, i dun rly have much relatives mah.. i mean, ive alr disowned my dad's side of de family.. and den as for my mum's side.. lets juz sae my uncle pissed my mum off big time.. and so did my aunt.. so yah..

LOL, so in de end, im gonna recive lyk nearly no ang baos at all, which suits me juz fine coz i dun get to keep dem aniwae. so it doesnt rly matter..

went to watch lyk protege on fri... de movie was lyk pretty good lah, but it was abit disturbin too... wayyy disturbin, i came out of the theatre lyk real quiet.. still tryin to get over de shock of de gore.. lol.. no lah, its not dat bad la. but de comedy mix wif horror.. was abit wierd.. i din noe whether to laugh or lyk shudder.. hahas

den de 8 of us went to take neoprint.. which din turn out well coz de prints were to small.. but i still think it was nice.. hahas hu cares man.. as long as we had fun..

im lyk rly free now, i wifdrew frm pj, so now i dun hv to go skool, i hvn found a stundent to teach tuition yet.. coz my mum isnt veri agreeable about it.. so yah i guess.. but lazing at home is wayyy boring.. so i shall plan to go out more.. but everybody else has skool.. so its lyk sians.. nvm.. juz try..

oh yah, u noe i nv did post abt my results.. hahas, aniwae, i got 10 which was rly quite a surprise for me.. i din expect to do datt well, so yea, im rly happi.. and im tryin acjc'c arts course.. hopefulli dey accept me, den i can go to de same skool as shitien.. hahas.

hmms... lets see.. wad else can i blog bout?? i noe!! recently, my voice lyk become rly wierd.. findin it hard veri hard to sing now.. my falsetto beocmin weaker and i cant keep it up for long periods of time.. and i cant hit de high notes lyk b4... lyk damn sians leh.. if i cant sing, i rather die.. no lah not so bad... but damn sians lah.. ah wells

nxt sat gg to vivo, wna watch norbit or epic movie.. den go arnd shoppin..lol, dun i juz snd obasanish?? lyk yux.. hahas..

hmms, sumhw i think ive changed.. i duno, but i seem more high.. more take it easy, laid back.. bo chup attitude.. i dun noe if its gd or bad.. but it seems bad to me.. im juz not lyk b4.. when i wud try to be rly nice, sae onli nice stuff..

hais... i also dunno why, but i feel i dun eva wana giv my heart out to ppl alr.. coz it sems evrytime i do, i onli end up being hurt and angry.. its not worth it.. and i do believe i deserve to b happi too.. wow dats snds way self centered.. i hope i dun change too much.. if i do, ppl, u all muz tell me k!! dun let me becom a selfish freak...

my lord, hlp me find de warmth i use to hv in my heart... sumtimes i feel empty, cold.. lyk devoid of feelins.. i dun wna be that way, i wna trust ppl again, i wna love them wif all my heart again.. i wna giv wifout thinkin.. i rly do love u.. and i wna love others de same way..

happi cny everybody!!! stay happI!!!

bye~