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alright!! finally my internet connection is back on!! yayY!!! u hv no idea how scary life is wifout de internet.. no msn, no emails.. lyk scary lahs.. u noe wad, i dun wana be a tv animore, i wna be de internet.. yah.. coz if no internet ppl will be veri sad.. =(

lols, dat was freakin spastic.. lyk i care lah aniwae..

becomin judgemental.. not good, i dun wna keep passin judgment on others.. its mean and not giving myself a chance to get to noe dem better.. haiz..

been rly tryin my best to just make ppl happi.. and thats rly all i can do.. hahas, wif lame jokes, silly actions or wadeva la, wadeva it takes for ppl to laugh and enjoy themselves.. but sumtimes its so hard coz i actualli feel upset, but still i hv to keep dat happi expression on my face..

not dat i mind, seriousli, hearin ppl laugh is just worth it la.. its just quite difficult sumtimes..

hahas, i told tim dat i was docile and he was lyk "lyk real!!, more lyk a lion la" and den he keep gg arnd tellin ppl dat im fierce -.- u better be careful when u stand at mrt tracks, staircases and railings..

aniwae, hahas, im not rly fierce leh.. hahas, at least i try to act fierce lahs.. coz it seems to make ppl laugh.. hahas, dats cool eh?? fierce ppl make ppl laugh.. u noe why?? coz those sickos get kicks out of being scolded and ranted at.. jokingly lah of coz.. LOL!!

i rly love de company of my clsmates.. but it just rly hurts me to noe dat till now, de whole cls is still not tgth.. and i rly hv no idea wad else to do or how i can hlp.. my head hurts lah.. but its okae, i believe if i keep tryin, things will be better!! hahas cls outing!!! yay!!

mao zedong.. hahas.. cools.. ok random.. XP

im still rly happi now dat i hv so many great new wonderful ppl as frens.. hv i mention how haPPI i aM?? oh i did.. hahas.. yah not funnie.. -.- hahas!! so i rly wna thank u my lord, rly love u so much for blessin me wif such great ppl in my life

i miss my old family of frens too, although i juz saw most of dem on sat, but i still miss all of u!! i wonder how u all are doing?? take care yah?? and of coz my dear auntie, hu i still hvn got a chance to go out wif yet.. >< muz find a day.. yups.. hahas

ah wells.. i guess dats abt all lah..

once again thanks everyone hu brought joy to my life..

hahas emo again.. but i guess other den blog.. i dun rly hv much chance to emo liaos.. so yea, forgive me if it gets too.. erm.. lol.. too much to handle..

replies to tags

yang: my dear auntie!! how are u?? been missin u yea?? hahas, thx alots, awaez got my back yah?? ive got ur back too!! if u hv ani prob wif "him" juz call yah?? or juz to chat also can, lols. hahas, ure right man.. but i guess i stil hvn learn my lesson yea?? rly stupid ba.. i wonder how not to be stupid.. i guess i juz hv to depend on frens lyk u den.. thx alots!!

siok xin: oie, i where got keep critisicing u?? is coz u funnie wad.. LOL, aniwae u laughed too lors.. hahas, and of coz my blog cant hv vulgarities.. and u!! dun pollute de environment wif these kinda words!! lols, careful mr tan catch man.. eww

shafs: yoS MumA.. LOL!! hahas, aiyo how can u not lyk my tagboard?? if it wasnt for de tagboard, i cant reply u now.... LOL!! yups sure will man.. and rly thx for being such a great fren.. for being able to undst.. hahas, emo yah?? but still THX!!!

hantu: hahas, wah ur link is sOOO secret.. p.s u left ur link in my tagboard.. LOL!!! XD

sophie: heys gurl!! hahas, hey dun be so ke qi lahs, im part of de cls too yea? muz do all i can too, sides, u shudnt hv to carry de resp by urself.. its tooo heavy la.. and im so luo suo.. hees, and ure a great fren too!! me?? a cls leader?? i dun think i got wad it takes leh.. hahas yups, sure will!!

wah.. my replies veri long lehs.. hope i not too naggy.. lol.. tc!!

and bubbye~