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Friday, March 23, 2007

wow, its rly been a long time since i last blogged.. hahas.. probably coz of de real hectic and packed timetable.. skool ends late and i hv to wake up at 5.30 in de morn, its been real tiring man..

hahas but de comfort i get is dat, when i wake up every morning, i get to go to skool and see all my wonderful frens.. hahas, 37-07 is rly a great class.. my clsmates rly rock! hahas ive nv made so many frens in just de firz wk of skool.. it juz goes to show how incredible they are =)

it saddens me though to see ppl upset and sad.. its de first wk of skool and alr, ppl are crying.. sumhow i juz feel realli realli bad when dey cry, it makes me feel so helpless and useless.. and i keep askin myself wad can i do to help, but i nv do get an answer..

maybe dats why ive been acting lyk abit of a clown la, making jokes and lames puns at every single chance i get to.. becoz whether its my frens laughin at my joke or laughin at me.. LOL, i still enjoy hearin their laughter veri veri much.. and at least at dat small period of time when they are laughin, i hlp make their lives a little easier.. juz a little.. but better den nth la.. LOL

but in ani case, i rly feel each and everyone in 37-07 rocks!! there are no bitches, bimbos, loners, snobs wadsoeva.. even if de cls in seperated into a few distinct cliques, i still feel everyone rocks.. hahas no idea why.. i juz feel dat way.. perhaps dats why i keep wantin everyone to be tgth.. hahas, ok lahs i dun wan to go and think le, this thing also upset me quite abit liaos.. juz let god handle.. i noe he'll noe wad to do

hahas, of coz, with all my new frens, it doesnt mean i forgot all my old frens.. hahas, now i rly have a big big family or frens, im rly missin all u guys as well, hahas and it was so lucky dat on thurs when i took de bus home, liwee was on de same bus.. lyk how cool man.. so we talked for a bit.. so yea, was rly happi to see her!! lucky i still hv shitien takin mrt to skool wif me for this entire wk.. we still get to catch up and talk.. hahas

u noe i told myself not to be stupid.. i rly tried.. but its rly lyk so inborn.. i cant not be stupid.. and whys dat, i rly hv no idea.. if its good or bad im also not sure.. hahas, but i noe de moz i can do is pretend im not stupid.. when actualli i am.. hahas cheem part ehh?? lol, emo now.. so yah.. words doesnt rly come out right.. not makin much sense..

aniwae.. i took tons of photo with my new clsmates, i wna upload dem but its gg to be real hard.. so i shall wait till nxt time.. LOL, super lazy lah.. and aniwae, i realize i din look good in moz of them.. so yea, mayb muz retake.. mm hmm..

alright.. kinda lyk a random and senseless post.. my feelins are now so mixed.. its hot and im kinda depressed.. so yea.. mayb tmr i'll blog a happier post.. but aniwae, its rly been a great wk, thx to my rly great new frens/clsmate.. u all RAWK!!

bye~

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