Benj-

i feel bad because im suppose to update my blog everyday. but im not doing it. so from now on i shall! yups. i will.

went out wif the 4/3 gang on mon. had a great time at orchard. hahas, we shopped, ate, rented movies and took neos. and a new totally rad wallpaper for my phone. hahas. damn nice. and i miss them veri much. will b seeing u guys soon!!

cant upload any photos coz my camera is wif che, grahh.. i actually forgot to take it back.. stupid absent minded me. sry che for de inconvenience. shyt it man. no cam. no photos. ><

i miss wasting my life away lyk wad i did today. just watchin tv, wakin up rly late, eating, more watching tv, playin sum lame online games.. yups, i do miss dis sort of life.

i rly dun wan to go into de emotional part of my life right now. i think its rly scary, bcoz last time no matter how hard things got, i wud still face dem. even if i had to cry alot. but now, i refuse to face them. R E F U S E. mayb this is my mind's way of protecting me.

but im happy i guess. becoz i dun hv to face my probs. im just smiling away, mayb not truely happy, but at least im not sad. and de great thing is dat i no longer giv a damn about myself. serious. its great la. this way, i can do wadeva pleases everyone. yups

i love u my lord. i hv no idea why i suddenly say this, but wifout u, i think i wud have been dead by now.

hahas. okaes, long time since i replied all de tags. rly sorry.

replies:

edwina: hey edwina!! hahas so u must have tagged using ur LT. hahahas ty veri much!! and thx for talkin to me dat day. i rly appreciate it veri much. u rawk la edwina.

yang: lol. yups. The Vilage. wad happend?? how come u feel down?? oh dearr.. u muz tell me ok?? and juz call me anytime. im not sure if i can hlp, but at least i can hlp listen. kk?

sophie: hahahas, its not rly a survey la.. its more a questionnaire.. but hu cares wad its called anw.. hahas. ure in de camp now.. and i miss u alot lahh.. once u come out lets go out.. OK?? hahas. hearts!!

yanz: heys amanda DA JIE!!! hahahaas.. same old benj?? lol!! yah i guess so ba. or mayb ive changed.. im also not rly sure.. lets meet up soon to find out okKKK?? hahahahas!! tc lots too!! cya real SOON.

syafs: heys my sweet dearr.. hahas, i wud if i had my cam wif now.. so upsettin.. i dun hv my photos!! grahh.. dun wry, real soon real reall soon.. ILU TOO!!!

siokxin: hahas, yah im not only exasperating, im irritating, upsettin and incredibly stupid as well. haiz. yah i hrd it alot of times liao. but yea, im cheerin uP!! u too also ok!!?? i believe things will b fine for u. god bless.. hearts!!

hantu: yes.. i nd one.. *hugs back* tyvm. hahahas

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