Benj-

im so tired. perhaps i shud slp earlier.

i still have pi pending. im lost on hu to pick. which rly sucks. mr tan practicalli throws aside all my candidates. hahas. not dat i mind la. its juz.. troublesome.

ppl are awaez tellin me dat im easily taken advantage off. im not rly sure la. and i dun wan to go think dat way too. i still rmb sumone hu i respect veri much told me once b4, dat better sumone take adv of me den i take adv of sumone.

hahas, i rly agree. and it takes so much strength to think dat way, so yea, i rly wna be lyk her. kind and loving. hahas, ok abit random but, yah.. i rly miss my teacher so much. hahas

but honestly, im quite sick of sum ppl. sum hu just use me indiscriminately. wad am i to u?? a tool?? lyk eff u la. its just ur luck dat im sumone hu doesnt noe how to sae "no". grrr, forget it. i shud probably get use to it alr.

i rly thank god for my best fren. i rly dunno wad i wud do wifout him la. although i admit sumtimes hes awaez pissing me off big time.. but i noe he still is sumone i can depend on.

and den i wna thank god for my best gurl fren. hahas, hu rly makes life so much easier for me.

and i wna thank all the others.. my darlings, my fat piggy, my bruda, bruda in law and everyone else hu i rly love so much. i rly dunno wad i wud do wifout all of u.

and of coz my all frens hu have awaez been there.. esp cheryl.. i rly rly miss hanging out wif u all lahs.

omg, im so emo no lah. hahas

kk, i nda go do pi le.

and sumone is seriousli making me damn mad. im so freaking angry.. but nvm.. grahhh..

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siokxin: hahas, its funnie meh?? it makes alot of sense to me leh.. LOL. i rly wish i had two hearts lors. hahas i rather be retarded.. wait do i?? LOL. hahas i wun lah.. i shall juz do wad seems most right to me.. hmms. yah.. hahas LOVE YA!!!! i'll cya in skool tmr

sophie: hahas i will. although i think it will take a veri veri long time for me to be able to change... hahas. i dun hate myself la, i juz loathe myself. lol. i aM selfish!! and kitty bullied me again!! grahh!! sista <33 bruda!!

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