Benj-

i think im rly lyk a pig. i slept onli 3 and a half hrs de night b4, and yest night to make up for it, i slept all de way frm 10.30 to 12 in de aft. i think i muz b crazy.

been rly upset yest. i rly dunno wad to do. im so lost. tell me wad is de right thing to do?? everybody tells me im being stupid. tellin me im being realli selfish.

i agree.. but yet i still feel smths wrong. i dun want to become a burden. a bane. a hindrance. i rly dun. if im holding u back, den i wud rather go. but yet at de same time, my heart hurts so badly tearing myself away.

my lord, tell me wad to do. my heart's direction is unclear to me. i cnt feel the right way. i do not noe wad is the right thing to do.

aniwae, this is for my two darlings!! siok xin and syafs!!! im so proud of you!!! hahas, preettyy and capable!!! WOOTS!!! U GO GURLS!!! u noe, i juz might join cheer nxt yr... hahas.

alright.. my head hurts.. and i cant stop thinkin.. sumtimes i wish i had two hearts instead of one brain and one heart. dat might make me incredibly stupid, but at least i will awaez noe de right thing to do.

haiz.

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sophie: aiyoo.. u so evil to my kitty arhs?? WAHAHAHAHAS!! but i wna torture it too!!! BWWAAHAHAs. I LOVE BRUDA!!!! and yes kitty is a veri veri veri evil bully.. hahahas

siokxin: i HEART SIOKXIN TOO!!!! WOOOOO!!!!

yang: [answers door] rly arhs?? but at least its less stressful right?? one day muz bring me in go see see arhs?? hows ur course?? u lyk not?? hahas.. heng our teachers dun. but how dey noe wads ur blog add? hmms, yah, my bro is fine now.. though my baby sista seems to hv caught it too. quite worried for her..

yuzhe: BRO IN LAW!!! wahahahas, am i dat nice?? i think ure nicer lors. im not nice de. yes!! i love labour daY!!! WOOOO. TC TOO!!! CYA TMR!!!!

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