Benj-

im angry.

im really so angry.

i hate this world for being so unfair, i hate it for being so cruel, i hate it for being so unfeeling.

god, what about all that i believe in? why teach me those things only to destroy them one at a time, little by little, wearing down my resolve? why threaten to take away the people i love?

if my aunt has cancer, i will never forgive you.

im so scared, i really am.