Benj-

i think it's really my fault. i mean if i didnt go and open my yap, things wouldnt be like that. i mean, dislike is one thing but spreading it is plain malice. arghhh, and i keep telling myself to be more civil but all i'm doing is making all sorts of nasty retorts.

i really wish i stop acting this way. but i really cant help it. aiya, fcuk myself lah.

anyway, i feel really blessed that i have so many wonderful people around me, seeing everyone stranded in the rain, okay, maybe it's not nice to see people stuck, but to see them all around is kinda heart-warming. lol.

and headed to Hub to have dinner at subway with angela and syaf. hahahaha i realize we have like so much to talk about. dont forget teasing one another. hahaha, super fun and funny. ahhh i miss them so..

i have so much hw due, but i'm going to adopt a positive attitude and try my best to finish ALL of them

and while i was on the bus home today, seeing all the lights, cars, people pass by, i just can't help but get this nostalgic feeling. looking back at last year, i thinm i've learnt to take nothing for granted.

especially happiness.

of course some people are just determined to run you down, take jeremy and shihui for example, who NEVER stops reminding me that i'm fat and that i eat alot. do i really look like a pig? i mean if people keep saying that, there has to be some turth in it.

omg.

i think i'm so fat, you would experience all four seasons if you were to walk one round around me.