Benj-

i should be mugging like mad now, scratching my head and feeling absolutely frustrated. but im not.

god knows.

i feel sick going back to school. i hate waking up at 6 in the morning rushing for that damn packed train. and it doesnt help that the school is so far. and i hate that long journey back home.

im feeling mad at everything now and in a really foul mood.

god knows.

i want time to crawl and pass so slowly that every minute seems like an hour. i hate time for moving so fast.

i miss my friends.

im so angry.















its bloody loser but i feel like crying.

and i have completely no idea why.

but

god knows.