Benj-

im getting increasingly disturbed by my recent dreams. and there's not one time in which i sleep without dreaming. i even dream during a short half an hour shut-eye. and the wierd thing is that the dreams are strangely real and nightmarish at the same time. and i keep seeing similar things in the real world.

it isnt exactly deja vu if it happens so many times is it? and its so identical it really freaks me out.

and i remember what happens in the dreams when i wake up.

like as if my dreams are prophetic. like as if its going to happen.

i keep dreaming about things i ponder over as well. like when i was watching some anime, it manifested in my dream, when i was thinking about the hols, it made me dream about the hols ending, after iplayed some computer game, it appeared in my dream as well.

and i still get intermittent headaches since 'then'.


arghhhh... im getting super freaked out. and scared.

i keep feeling something or someone constantly around me. like a shadow.

i have no idea what's happening but i dont feel one bit comfortable about it