Benj-

there are only two instances when the you really start to live in your own world.

the first case is when you're with your friends.
you know how you talk at the top of your voices without any regards to the people around you. you're simply oblivious to them, its like they dont even exist(i say like because no matter how much you're in your own world, the train is still bloody packed regardless. urgh)
oh and then you have crazy people like me who laughs way too hysterically. of course, crazy people like minghan and shihui who suddenly start singing wierd tunes and making wierd noises. jeremy and kell's whose actions are so unfathomable, they just "crack" and appear beside you.(yah haha, inside joke lah)

i think i made my point.

haha.

oh the 2nd instance is when you're with the person you like.
you become unaware of EVERYTHING around you. time is of no concern, if there are people around you, they are mere ornaments that adorn the fabulous scenery around you. you simply enjoy every moment that's going on. even the sky is exceptionally blue.
when you talk on the phone. the world sort of shifts into a fast forward mode.


ah well
so it would suffice to say im spending half of my life in my own world.

i think i can remember the times i spent my entire life in my own world.

but all good things come to an end. i think.

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jer: your earring quite big arh
erika: hah? my urine?
erika: my urine quite big?? WHAT THE HELL??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA
i spent the following two minutes of my life laughing in pain.

i think the emphasis is on the pain.

lolll