Benj-

blogging helps venting.

but i guess i should not be venting. everything is just about being optimistic and waiting for things to keep getting better.

in retrospect, my life now is still many times better than a not-so-distant past. and i guess ive slowly begun to stop cherishing the dozen of many things i have. when i put other peoples' suffering in comparison to mine or compare it to what ive been thru b4, this would still very much be heaven..

life is just all about learning to be appreciative before judging

learning to admit rather than to blame

learning to accept rather than reject

learning to just be a good friend.

looks like i really need an attitude readjustment.

dear lord, help me with this very unspiritual and sinful phase.

tmr's chem test and i havent study at all. going to sleep now and wake up early and study. okay no, i still need to emo a little bit b4 i sleep. and au contraire to what lionel says, emo doesnt mean you're confused, its because you're experiencing all those feelings all at the same time. counsellor my ass. oops, and im suppose to be learning to be more appreciative. hahahahaha. okok. he's not that bad lah. XXXX:

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