Benj-

there's something about blogging that makes me irritated. but i'll try anyway.

i realized that at the rate im going, i will fail my alevels. esp maths, know why, cause its effing hard and my tuition teacher is forever mia.

i will fail chem too because i didnt do any of the tutorials so far.

i will fail lit and even though i half blame my lousy lit teachers, im super slack and sian of it. esp PnP. it makes me pukeNpuke.

oh dont even get me started about gp because my teacher still -for the love of god- cant pronounce problem properly. no matter how hard she tries, its still ploblem. and it sounds funny here but when you consider the fact this is the person gearing you for the A level GP exam, it isnt quite so funny anymore. ):

OKAY. i grouse and grouse, but actually, im a large part to blame for everything. im slack and constantly procrastinating. right this moment im procrastinating my lit presentation. bleargh.

so now that ive done with the studies part, lets move on.

im constantly bothered by very non-studies related things. and i think that things dont seem to be heading in the right direction. im feeling very lost, confused and a little peeved. it seems i really need to deal with these things soon.

the whole health problem thing seems to be over or maybe im actually incubating H1N1. after all, i do resemble a swine. lol

quick dear lord, help me hit the refresh button. the back button would be fine too. anything but the tab button. i dont need more issues in my life.

AHHHHHHHHH

what a whiny and bitchy post. i think i'll go play dota and feel good pawning the ai. and if i lose, i'll go dunk my head in the toilet bowl.