Benj-

im so zzzzz right now.

and zzzzz doesnt even mean anything. lol.

omg, everyone's mugging like mad, staying up through the night to study, preparing for tuition, etc etc. and im like idling at home doing absolutely nothing. and no on believes me when i say that.

and its not like as if im wasting my life away hooked on a game or something, nor am i like spending all my time going out and having fun. im just at home, doing NOTHING. why cant i just direct this time to mugging????

urgh.

i dont like this feeling, not doing anything, im not even emoing, lol! that sounds so weird but nvm. i still think im on the tea-cup ride. its getting abit rocky and uncomfortable, it makes me wanna puke and really upset. but i just refuse to get off.

zzzzz.

im wasting my time and life on ... and i dont think i should.

zzzzz.

monday's studying session faster come! i need some distraction!

zzzzz.

kbox next friday faster come!!! i really am missing it.

and WHY DIDNT THE BADMINTON OUTING materialize?? and when am i ever going to get to play beach volleyball again????

ZZZZZ.

see, im so zzzzz right now.

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lol