Benj-

it was on the way to msia that i heard wang xin ling, 翅膀. lol. and it was cause my mum was randomly playing it on a disc she found in my dad's car. luckily she did, cause i realize i dont have this awesome song in my ipod and i cant stop listening to it.

寂寞是不需要被原諒的原諒
愛情終於是被你刪除的過往
天黑天亮 都顯得迷惘
我在哪裡失去了方向

lol, i like.

im feeling kind of lost now. lost and a little confused. its like being on those spinning rides, like the teacup thing you know, that spins and spins. and it spins so fast everything becomes a blur except the person you're riding with. but even the person is become sort of blurry and you cant see that person clearly any longer.

thats exactly how i feel. its like the world around me is just flashing by while i concentrate solely on 'unblurring' the person in front of me.

oh and like the ride, im the one spinning the teacup. which means, all this, is self inflicted.

i should have just went on the merry-go-round and i wont have this sort of problems. but too bad, im alr on the tea-cup ride and i dont feel like getting off. not until i stop spinning anyway.

lol, okay, its all either very metaphorical or im just bullshitting away like nobody's business. but nvm, its for myself to understand anyway.

my irritating cough wont go away. and im like some sick dog confined at home. BAHPOOEY. lol, wth was that. hahahaa. and the new ps games i got from msia is damn gross. one of them is damn M18. it has like topless women with huge bosoms. and they dont even bother to censor it. eeargh. and on top of that, the gore is just... just... gory. LOL. you push swords thru eyeballs, rip off heads, slice bodies in half... bet its what those people like freddy and jason play on boring mrt rides.

lol

okok, really very bullshit.
hahahahaha

i stop playing dota for a very long time and i lost today. which means its something you have to practice almost everyday. omg. and the mid years are less than a month away. ayeee..

if i still cough like a sick dog tmr, im not gg to maths tmr. )))):