Benj-

im glad i always have a friend out there who's ready to share some of my problems. im either very lucky or i happen to make just the right friends. Thank God.

spent an entire day out with the usuals. it was short and seemed kinda brief but it was enjoyable nonetheless. i would have preferred to have played a little more volleyball tho. i cant run around much with my condition and since volleyball only requires me to move in confined spaces and hit a ball with my hand, its really the only sport i can engage in.

still, spending time with them is the best. at that moment all the problems go out the window and i can relax and have a little fun. (even if i was expecting smth bad) lol.

wanna have another such outing.

if i can.

i dont want to go back today. going to hell is so hard.