Benj-

my mum tells me im a fool.

or that im taken for a fool. and you know what they say about mums knowing best. but even if they dont know best, they are the best. who else would purposely try and make your day by arranging a short trip to msia just to get you a WII? no one.

thats why family is truly what counts.

i can disappoint them and know they'll love me anyway. i can be the worse possible son ever and yet they'll never leave me.

but when it comes down to others, who will really tough it out with you?
its unrealistic to expect anything more than promises. and because we are people, we break these promises. myself included.

dear lord, help me get over this inner conflict. stop my sadness. end my anger. help me find peace. im so tired of life so i pray for your strength which is endless and almighty. help me pass thru... get thru this.

why should i carry all the burden alone?