Benj-

dear lord,

ure right. i have sinned terribly. but im ready to serve you again. and this time, dont let me fail you.

and im sorry you guys.

i dont know how else to put this. im just sorry.

and from now on,

its not my job to make you happy. but to share whatever happiness i have with you

its not my job to support you just to make you feel good. but to tell you when ure doing something wrong or having wrong ideas about anything.

its not my job to comfort you and try to carry all your problems. but to care and remind you that there are still those who do. your pain is what i share, not your problems.

its not my job to bring a smile to your face. but for me to remind you that your face is yours and only yours. you decide if you'll cry or smile.

:)

its love and sincerity that touches people hearts. obviously ive long forgotten this. yea.

i'll rmb this. I WILL!!

lol.