Benj-

life's a mess. but im glad its the holidays, the past few days at home was mundane but at least i was kind of happy. yea, been really busy taking over dinner cooking, but i enjoy it, hanging out with mum at home is nice too.

actually its kind of refreshing. especially when i cook breakfast for everyone. hahahas.

i miss this kind of stress free, problem free life. when everything's simple and sweet. abit boring but strangely refreshing as well.

sadly it isnt going to last long

im still plagued by those horrendous memories, those seemingly endless problems. i want to find a way out of this, i want to smile again. i want to be happy. im not asking too much am i?

anyway.

i find old people very soothing. whenever i sit on the train, if theres an old lady beside me, i'll always feel calm and happy. hahas, so wierd right? but they just have this simple, this pure and uncomplicated aura around them. and it just feels so nice.

lol. im kind of wierd lah.

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yang: hahahas, okayy, that love thing is who say one? quite cheem lehh.. hahas. im still not sure lehh. ahahas, thanks for always coming, and for all the encouragement, it helps. alot. tyvm X) catch up sooon!!

sophie: hahahahas, yea, chinese, but easier said than done. im not that strong. so i cant do it. and its a cheem text. wahahahahas, cya arnd!!! and what happen to our mugging plan?? loll

passerby: hellooo, i think maybe i should talk to someone after all. but will it help? my problems wont disappear by talking. but i guess is worth a try. yups

yanz: hEYY, ahahhas yahh!! so long nv talk liao!! and meet! ahahhas, really arh?? i tot they broke up liao. ahahahhas. but its nice to see them tgth though, quite a cute couple. ahhas you take care too!! miss ya as well!! haahas, cya some time soon!!

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