Benj-

there is something wrong with me.

and the doctor didnt tell me what it was, he just gave me alot of medicine and even supplements.

hahas.

no im too giddy to find it funny.

maybe i might just suddenly shut down.

and a sorethroat is coming. i can feel it.

and nosebleeds are back.

look the computer screen is spinning. so cool
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

why am i so afraid,
to crash down and lose my heart again,
dont know cant see,
whats come over me.