Benj-

alright.. its time to mug man. hahas. yea. but guess wad, i hvn started mugging yet!! lyk im in dead shit lah. hahas. well, the only comfort is that math tuition is damn bloody helpful!!

hahas math seems so much easier now. and oh man.. i nv thought i'll say this but.. MATH TUITION RAWKS!!!! hahahahas. smth i nv tot i'll say lahh. but yea. loving it. :))

wad have i been doing then for the past half of the month.. hahas, i think other den hours in frun of the com playin mmorpgs, its thinkin about stuff.. stuff i guess i have no wish to mention. but at least the worst is over. not crying much anymore.

but then suddenly.. sumthing from the past came to remind me..

"when people dont love you the way u want them to, it doesnt mean they dont love you with all their heart."

i rmb this statement very very well. i made a mistake b4, and im not sure if im making the same old mistake again. but wad i learnt from tv, learn from previous experiences, seems to contradict this statement.

hahas. im in a state of turmoil once again. conflicting desires, clashing thoughts. oh mann.. hahas. seriously, im not ready for it. haiz. come wad may la. i'll take it one step at a time. i'll let god guide my path thru and hope for the best.

my toe hurts. not kidding when i say i cant walk. okayy, mayb not dat serious, but i cant walk without limping arnd.. and my foot hurting lyk hell. i believe i am LAME.. ure suppose to get the joke.. LOL.

replies:

sophie: hahas, u din really change per se.. i just have a feeling ure different. sum way sum how. hmms.. cant rly explain it la. but dun wry, ure still my best bruda ever!! u takkaire too yah?? let tok again sooN!!

liwee: heyys!!! hahas mISS YA TOO!!!! lol. thx for saying all those encouraging stuff to me when i rly needed it. im sorry i wasnt myself that day, but i rly do appreciate it.. ALOT!! TY!!!

sihui: heys S!!!! hahahas, yea, i met up wif u all thrice this month!! glad to see ya still as glam as ever!! LOL!! hahas, dun wry, i'll be okay.. i think la.. lol. u tc yah?? XD

syafs: im really sorry syaf.. ive been damn lazy.. no doubt abt that.. i will get it done. I WILL!! if i dun.. u can rly slap me. and btw.. MISS YOU!!! hahahas, and why was de monday shoppin trip lyk cancelled?? :(

yang: heyys!! met ya at de bbq!! HAPPENING!!! LOL!! yea no doubt about that. hmms. although its about one of the most terrible alr. but i'll get thru it i guess, i always do in de end. but i think i will change.. :( i dun lyk change.. but i feel ive changed.. how are u?? tc yah?? u dun snd too cheerful either..

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