Benj-

i really very nearly broke down when my tuition teacher suddenly said she couldnt come. all of a sudden, all the questions i have to ask are simply left hanging. i mean seriously, what am i suppose to do now? i feel so helpless and hopeless. i really cant take this anymore.

math was bad in itself already. and all i can do is pray and hope that i'll scrap i through.

no, im not okay.

im not in the least bit okay.

i thank all of you for being concerned and my parents for being so understanding that they never ever gave me any pressure. i really appreciate it.

but im really not okay.

i wont make it.

i really wont make it.