Benj-

you probably think im procrastinating but im not. i simply feel so overwhelmed that i can no longer think straight anymore. my mind is this constant flux and im breaking down at all the wrong moments. everynight im plagued by a myriad of dreams that are so utterly bizarre yet at the same time strangely satisfying. i really dread waking up. like yesterday night, there was this leopard that wanted to maul me. hohoho. so exciting

im looking forward to maths exam tmr actually. looking forward to waking up at 6 and doing the most routine thing in the world; going to school. i have no idea why.

i find silence extremely comforting and horribly empty.

the weather has been very reflective of my current state of emotions. the sudden downpour that just happened and that big assed thunderstorm on mon morning. in fact the thunderstorm made me so happy i went to my balcony to enjoy the frightful wind, the loud booms booms and the flashes of white. at like 2 am in the morning mind you. haha

i love the bad weather.