Benj-

this is very worrying. i dont really feel scared for the promotionals. maybe im just going to flunk out everything. and its not helping really when i watch people my age performing concerts and everything. some are more than 2 years my junior mind you. i am of course referring to SHINee

i mean apart from their all too perfect voices and refreshing, innocent image, i still can get over the fact that the oldest is like only what, 19? wtf.

life's unfair isn't it. im stuck with boring books and bloody exams. and then there are those who have perfect skin, perfect looks who are singing and dancing their life away.

why wouldnt be the life of a entertainer be meant for me. okay fine, im ugly to begin with. i cant sing to save my life. and i dance like an elephant on drugs.

oh now i see why.

but its not really making me feel much better. in fact its the pits for me.

and dbsk has to go for this, as liying puts it, "manly" style which involves a lot of loud noise with good vocals. which suffice to say is as good as green tea in curry. yuck. so its SHINee for me now.

no more exams please. its really getting to my head. and im so into SHINee it hurts because i keep envying the life they have. fine maybe its not as good as it seems. but anything's better than this.

urgh me.

SHINee!