Benj-

de daes are realli flyin past nwadays... while my nights extend furthur and furthur into de night... lols.. its a daily routine for me to fall aslp onli after 4am in de morn and wake up onli after 1pm in de afternn... how horrible..

lols, hahas, i guess in de night is de time when im alone, while everyone is aslp, i hv de whole house to myself, and i will start thinkin.. hahas, think abt wad? dunno, mostly abt dat person i guess, and de rest.. "is there any leftovers in de fridge?" LOL

sumtimes, i wud just make myself desert, sum ice cold lychee drink, too bad i cant use de blender.. or if not i wud make a chilled milk tea, sumtimes it wud be choc and vanilla milk mixed, other times, it wud be maggi mee i guess.. hahas, i hope i dun get too fat..

other stuff i do besides makin desert and thinkin, hmms.. sittin in front of de com playin games i guess... dun i juz snd geeky... wheres my outdoor life man... and den, sumtimes i get tired of fightin mons, i sing.. and i sing as loudly as i wan.. lols.. i forget everyone is slpin..

den singin will make me go bck to thinkin... lols.. hahas, sumtimes i even record myself to make sure im using de correct tone and key... sumtimes i experiment wif diff voices, i guess i mean diff octaves lah..

till now i still cant sing guy songs as in songs sung by guys... i will either go horribly high pitched till i become breathless [jesse mccartney] or too low until i snd lyk a toad [boyzone] lols.. why arhs? i dun hv probs when im singin songs sang by gals..

but its nt dat i hv a high pitch, ciara has a low voice too, and i can sing it okae, beyonce voice isnt exactly high pitched and i can sing it too.. hahas dunno lahs.. i juz cant find my own unique voice, im awaez tryin to mimic de singers... hahas...

i noe dis may snd horribly dumb and ridiculous of me, but i think i wanna try takin part in sg idol... okaes u can laugh now... i dun mind.. hahas, i guess i shudnt dream right? ah wells..

i wonder if ure thinkin of me now...

juz sum random stuff [benj]