Benj-

u can nv predict wad happens in life, bad things, sad things, happi things.... dey happen whenever, wherever and whoever...

ups and downs, high and low, we just hv to face them in de end, and de reason u feel life has treated u unfairly when bad things happen is bcoz u see others enjoyin life, but in truth, its all de same, its just dat, when others suffer, u might not be in de know

hahas, aint dat the awful truth?? and usualli de ppl hu make us suffer are awaez those hu appear to be enjoyin life...

so crappy right? hahas, yea

i guess dis wud be my down time den... but sumhow it feels less bad den b4, not much, but at least its a little better, hahas, is dis calld gettin use to it?? i guess it is... and i cant believe it but im gettin use to pain... gettin use to feelin hurt..

how sad, most ppl live on to find more happiness, while a handful goes on to find more pain... while others get used to recievin all sorts of joy, others learn to deal wif the sufferin

which grp do i belong to? lols, hu noes, i... juz move on...
its lyk walkin in these rly dark tunnel, u cant see which wae is out, which way is wrong and which way is right, so u juz move, u cant stop, coz stopin gets u nowhere, so u move, juz step, step...step.... and pray rly hard, u make it out....

one step at a time, dae by dae... sumhow, sumwhere, i will be able to let go.....

it hurts but i move on [benj]