Benj-

hv u eva had this feelin dat u realli wanna sae something.. u realli realli realli want it... but u juz cant... well i do... and well it realli kinda sucks... i want so much to sae it.. but i juz cant... i guess i can onli express it in songs den...

hahas.. so wad song den... nah im not gonna put it up.. im gonna sing it, and whether de song is understood... i can onli leave it up to god... hahas..

till now, im not realli sure if i sing well not.. hahas, sum ppl sae i do... others... hmms.. some nv hear me sing b4, some say it sux... some ppl nv sae anithin... lols... so im not rly sure...

ppl hu say i sing well:
my sis does.. someone's mum does too.. my dad said it in a sarcastic way(is dat gd or bad den?), someone does

ppl hu sae i dun:
ck.... lols..

ppl hu din sae anithin:
my mum... (she hates singin careers, think she doesnt wanna encourage me.. >.<), sihui, xm, clara, hazel, hu din sae anithin other den "okae lah" -_-

ppl hu nv hear me b4:
de whole world?? LOL..

but i realli lyk singin... its nt de stardom and de popularity.. okaes.. mayb abit.. but nah, de more impt one is dat, some songs realli juz express ur innermost thoughts in melodious, upbeat, funky, balladic(there such a wrd? hahas, my invention) ways

and when u sing it out, its lyk expressin ur tots and u hear it in a manner lyk no other too, while enjoyin de sounds, u feel de hmms... de truth? behind de songs? hahas, nt sure how to describe..

songs does other stuff too!!!, sum songs make u think back... even if it makes u cry... lols... sum songs make u think of de present... while others speak abit of a future dat u wan.. hahas.. kinda cool

of coz, bottomline, u hv to hv a good voice to go with it, a good sense of rhythm, NOT tone deaf, de basic techniques, lotsa practice and genuine feeling... to sing a song well..
its nt dat not everybdy can sing though.. evrybody CAN sing, whether it snds nice or not, its a totalli diff matter... hahas

me?? i dunno.. nt sure.. dun care...(lyk real) lols.. but i do lyk singin.. even if i cant sing well, i will sing it when nbdys arnd... lols.. but if i can sing well... i wanna be a lounge singer den!!! LOL!!!!

muz come peng my chang okae??? LOL!!!!! i tok lyk as if i got a good voice... -.- HAHAS

of song, feelings and hidden meanings [benj]