Benj-

600th post! and plus a few more actually. but this is the official 600th one. quite impressive right. hahahaha

anw, cannot. i realize i need to get an overhaul. both inside and outside. im disliking myself more and more. i find myself so detestable sometimes (well not just because im fat and fugly) but also because im becoming so... wah, whats that word. apathetic? no, no, its more like... all i care is about myself. but egocentric doesnt seem like the right word. aiya. whatever it is. i just suck.

yes, i dont like myself now seriously.

ok, i resolve to not talk to anyone until i undergo a META-MORPHOSIS. LOL

nono, im serious. no more msn, no more fb, no more outings. until i get myself right. im gg to be a caveman. ugga ugga woo woo.

what a stupid waste of time typing this, when i can be spending time reflecting.
lolll

600th post and so such a shitty one.

GOD!!! lets go for a hiatus. i need to connect myself with you again.

btw, my camera is ultimate love. it better be cause it cost a bomb.