Benj-

why is it i allow you to hurt me once and time again?

but no more. it wont happen again. because i deserve better.
and even if i dont, i dont deserve to be at the mercy of you.

you make me sad and infuriated all at the same time. underappreciated and forgotten to say the least.

it is a mistake but i'll hold on for this one last time and then i'll let go.