Benj-

nowadays the blogskins are so ugly. some of them just look really freaky, while others are just frightening. all the nice ones are girl ones, which goes to show girls have better aesthetic sense. lol

but i manage to come up with a pretty nice blogskin (if i may say so myself). lol. i told myself no fb and no msn. and i mean it man. so i whiled the time away revamping my blog which was horrendously ugly. hahahaha. and im so pleased with the result. woohoo.

but i decided to do away with a large part of links. other peoples' blogs which ive never visited. lol. its funny how we use to think that having alot of links means we're popular. i dont wna be popular. i rather have a close, heartwarming grp of friends i can count on. i read this note chenting gave me a long time ago, but it rly got me thinking. "i rather be ugly, because it means people like me for who i am and not for my looks" hahahaha deepness aside, its one of the rare moments chenting actually comes up with smth so meaningful and woah. instead of her usual "aguabahjuboola" and all other funny sounds. HAHA

but anyway, this forced quiet time rly helps. i found out that ive lost a large part of what i use to be. so its time to find it back. (:

anw. MY AIRCON is spoilt. its horrible~ imagine waking up feeling like a oven toasted turkey. (note to self, say sorry next time i eat turkey) so now i have to move to my sister's room instead. luckily she's overseas or i'll be stuck in the guest room with a ridiculously huge bed and nearly no walking space. haha! my sister's room takes some getting use to. first because its so huge and second cause its so filled with girl stuff. like stuffed toys and pink files and bags. lucky no lingerie. LOL!

i miss my room but its nice having a change of environment. like how i need change too. i need to stop being horrible.

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GODGODGOD~ ure the only one i can depend on now.

meeting the Gang tmr. and if im not dead by then, KBOX. woohoo~