Benj-

its funny. because we all wna think that we're right. and when someone comes along to challenge that we get all defensive and offended.

am i a bad christian?

i think i am. because God is so good to me. because when im down in the dumps he's always there to make it better again. because he makes my life more awesome than it should be.

and yet i cant even be bothered to put in one day a week to do smth he likes. i think im the worse kind of christian ever.

and it took a non christian to tell me that. (and no uberbitch im not mad at you. im just rly affected by what u said, so i nded to blog it to reflect. LOL)

i guess i rly am sucky. but im not gg to push myself down so far. as far as im concerned whether ima sucky christian or not, i am gg to love him just as much. because if it comes down to it, i will always and always, choose him.