Benj-

sometimes hor, i scared people will mistaken the things i blog about to be about them. i clarify ar, alot of things have nothing to do with friends. they are really just reflections that are based on all the bad experiences i had in my life. which are usually not things that are related to friends. okok i just thought i better made sure. lol

i rmb what i was thinking about at work that day alr. i realize that my dream has since a few years back always been to be a singer. LOL dont laugh! i seriously wna be a singer lor. and no, its not cause of the fame and the money or whatever, its really cause i love to sing and i want people to like my singing. shit this sounds more and more ridiculous the more i type it. but really. i mean i dont mind like taking part in sg idol and coming out like 4th or 3rd. thats enough for me alr. at least i know i have a little bit of potential and i'll be contented with that.

who cares if im singing at a lounge or at kbox. i dont need big stages and spotlights. i just want to sing and know that i can sing. rather than now ar, must wait for people to be out of earshot then can sing. or with family or a few friends who i know wont mind my voice.

lol. okok. this is rly more and more absurd the more i type it out.

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i need to keep reminding myself life's good. and it is. so i better appreciate all these good times. cause i dont think they ever last. thank you God, family and friends for making it great.

i need to exercise. somebody pls make me exercise or exercise with me. and if u dont mind exercising with me pls dont mind my cui-ness too. lol

im so psyched about my new house. tmr i post some photos of it under construction. hahahaha