Benj-

eee. internet connection in my sister's room sucks. and the already lagging like mad fb is impossible to open here. i know i know, hiatus from social networking but im trying to upload photos la cause yesterday keep failing.

anw i think humans are such funny creatures. lol, they are always finding excuses and justifications to make themselves feel better. even when they know that there's actually smth wrong with them. hahaha, of course, being human, i think im guilty of the same thing. but i think it would be a lot more noble and a lot more cool if people spent more time admitting their mistakes rather than trying to cover them up.

if its me, i would rather spend the time reflecting about what i do wrong rather than pretending im not. because no one is going to blame you for making an effort to change. but people are going to get mad plenty if you know that youre doing smth wrong and yet trying to push your luck, insisting you're right.

okok, i spent two paragraphs saying the same thing i think. lolll.

i dont like myself enough to trust myself to talk to people properly yet. and its quite hilarious cause i need to tou tou go online and ask kell to send me ahsa's new songs. LOL. and i didnt get kellie, i got her evil twin liekel instead. funny things happen everyday. like this quote i saw at my workplace "oh god pls give me faith and hope to persevere in my work, but pls dont give me strength cause i will hammer the person who's doing this to me" LOL. i also dno why police got so many this kinda thing. either they very free or they very bored. LOL

i on the other hand find myself feeling sick to the core clearing other people's backlog. and they really didnt bother to do anything right. if i wasnt on a quest to be more understanding towards ppl i would call them all things mean and nasty. LOL.

yay, tmr is friday alr.

and b1, i know u read this and in case i forget to sms u, next week go kbox the 7-10 slot at safra. but im afraid u wont want cause its at boon lay which is very very far for you. anw u let me know ok? erika say she any day also can. and i mon, tues, wed, fri all can. so u decide! (((:

oh dear God. i feel damn bad cause i nv pray for a damn long time. i say hiatus with you but i keep living in my own world. LOL. sorrysorry, pls remind me to pray ok. lol, okok, i'll remind myself. hahahaha

i tell myself i must live each day like my last or at least try to. cause this way i wont regret anything.