Benj-

another happi dae.. but still almoz said a few mean things and said a few mean things... im so useless.. nvm i'll try harder... hmm interestin qs i was asked todae.. if i made everything my fault, den wad if someone saboed me...

haha... its a gud question there... am i willin to sacrifice even my name and innocence for somebody to be happi?? honestly, i wud be lying if i said yes immediately, after all im still human not a saint, but i think i just might though.. but ultimately will dat person be happi?
can he realli live wif himself for causin someone demise, wun his conscience awaez inflict him wif pain and guilt? is dat happi den? hv i rly brought dat person happiness?

haha, i dun hv the right to judge whether someone is right or wrong becoz i may awaez be wrong.. let dat person decide for himself, if he thinks he will find happiness by framin others, den so be it.. i will take the blame den..

god im sorry, i cudnt get anione to believe in u todae.. and honestly.. i dun think i will be able to do it anitime soon.. im realli sorry... but im not gonna giv up, i stil believe sincerity and love will one day bring ppl to u... i do truely believe... and one day ppl will be able to exp the true bliss of ur love.. =))

todae i wanna pray for all hu are unhappi... hope u all will find happiness and awaez a reason to smile and if u dun.. i'll give u one.. here goes.. because......................... u cant be unahppi foreva. =)

loves!!! [aollovin]