Benj-

yay another day in school.. everything is so happy to me now.. though i almoz said sumthing bad... lucky i was able to stop myself... i saw alot of people smilin todae.. its so nice to see people smile. =))
it wasnt easy though.. i had to rly remind myself about the happiness about others.. i must stop being sacrcastic.. dats a v mean thing to do.. i juz wanna smile to everyone i see.. and be rly sincere and honest... and i shud onli say encouraging and nice words... hu wudnt lyk a nice word? lol.. i dun want to lie though.. dats bad too..

seeing the good in people aint super ez, but im not gvin up... i believe evryone is kind and nice deep down inside.. after all arent they people like me??? i rly dun hate anione or dislike anione now.. although there are still some which.. may rly drive me up the wall. but hey.. it may be cause i make people hate me... dats sad.. hope i dun do dat..

god u are still my no. 1 love... i hope u accept wad im doing, it maybe a lil unorthodox.. but dis time im determined to do it this way... u will still support me wun u?
i din manage to make anyone believe in u todae.. for dat im realli sorry, but im gonna keep tryin but not the way u want me to..

i still wanna spread love.. i realized love and happiness do come together.. hope i can make more people happi!!

loves!!! [aollovin]