Benj-

sometimes it gets hard doing the things dat seems right, sumone ask me if i was willin to lose a friend for the sake of god...

the best things in life may nt be wad we percieve them to be... yet there is no denying that it makes them happi, but i think ppl may hv got me wrong, i nv said i wanted to make ppl happi, instead wad i want is to make de person feel loved and be loved...

love is powerful, boundless, but i did not sae love wun hurt, love usualli hurts, and that if i hv to hurt sumone to love dem den so be it... becoz short term happiness is nth but an illusion, wad i want u to giv is a gift dat u will nt forget and mayb undst in the years to come.. i finally undst how parents feel... but love is about sacrifices, i wud gladly lose my happiness for sumone i love.. i dun mind, i dun even mind losin my life...

i cnt bring happiness upon everybdy, onli god can do that and even if he does it will be nth more den a temp cure for pain, becoz pain is wad makes us truely happy, if we nver hurt b4.. den how will we noe how precious happiness is?

but den again love is happi as well, love is the moz miralculous force dat drives ppl to do things unfathomable and unimagined... ive seen its forces at wrk and ive seen how things fail when u stop loving...

loves!!! [aollovin]